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she said… (imagined monologue)

Posted on December 10, 2014 by jaybeasley2

You don’t know that I am happy in my bitterness. Which only makes sense. But I have had enough of this, I would be glad to stop doing so many things if I thought you could sacrifice for me, but … Continue reading →

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mist

Posted on December 9, 2014 by jaybeasley2

making a portrait of this exact moment its a cold night outside and I am no longer going to stay in it will be a long and unforgiving walk before I feel like we will be able to talk and … Continue reading →

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zen

Posted on November 26, 2014 by jaybeasley2

whomever comes through that door next has a good little view into my room and the cool breeze that lives with me but I am not going to move I have found the decent spot to rest my mind from … Continue reading →

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In the place we hide

Posted on November 25, 2014 by jaybeasley2

cut the fat off the conversation and make a date of it because we both know what is going on and I have a way to say looking for a way to explain to you that I understand you don’t … Continue reading →

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coldly

Posted on November 7, 2014 by jaybeasley2

working tough times as hard as the looks are it is even rougher to think that you are judged by every word and none of your close family or friends have read into each idea and what you do is … Continue reading →

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late

Posted on November 5, 2014 by jaybeasley2

partly my fault partly your fault I am as aware as I have to be and as excited as a person can get the reason is not the important piece of the puzzle and a gallon of soap will be … Continue reading →

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kno

Posted on November 4, 2014 by jaybeasley2

ridiculous you have gone down and you have been down that path serious you don’t even know your own pain you have been there again and there are a few pasts that came out to say hi to you again … Continue reading →

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write

Posted on November 3, 2014 by jaybeasley2

there is only so far before the collapse comes in like a cloud that seemed small but with enough hail for the whole night and you have been bitter but I have seen moods worse that that and you have … Continue reading →

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mood

Posted on October 31, 2014 by jaybeasley2

paced off the steps from here to there and saw a few fires still burning but where were you and why was it so hard to show up? I know that the clouds rolled in and you had to get … Continue reading →

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go

Posted on October 29, 2014 by jaybeasley2

to see this forest is brings its own scene making a sound like ghosts roaming around and I know you remember back when we went to the school so close but now we have to get a new horizon and … Continue reading →

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