Wait movement

when i saw you here i
awoke from where i was
it reminded me of where i hoped
that i could be if all the stars
in line ganged up which shone upon each other
now that i telephone call it is odd
give me just one more chance to
make every word count
only this month is
vitally important to my next actions
empty my pockets
make my year special
ease my mind
never trouble my soul
take me home

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Choice

Re-envision the last thing I drew
Edit the emotions that stood still again
Multiple ways I lost my way
Intense as a memory can truly be
Time has a way of coming back around
Lists that are now a template of the past
In an effort to make the rain and plants return
Fine as a grain of sand in a glass
Engage the alone time we missed together

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Guarded

I am not…
I sat on the chair
Resting on wood and breathing the breeze
And observed a canine
For many hours
Missing the one whom he is most dedicated to
Whimper at the sounds of a house and
Barking anxiety at each car or person
Who comes close enough to
Pull the idea of being the one
Very most important person out
But never receiving it for
Many many many
Hours on end
And being devoted
And staring at the door
And hoping and wanting
To no avail
But my energies sympathetic and
My emotions understand but
I was there once for her
But now i am not

   ---guarded---
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Crush

can you tell me that
really all questions are the same
until you know where you
should have said something different
have you not been as
aware as you know you could’ve or should’ve been
don’t doubt your
overly assumptive bizarre instincts
right now you are the most charming smile
and i do not want to let you see me like this
taking time to breathe before i speak this time
i am not able to allow myself to be controlled anymore
on the table is my only motivation
nearly holy music that sets my teeth on edge
some of the most catchable thoughts hide there

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Like this

placing the rock back home
echoing and making a garden grow
roasting and sure and evidentially here
maybe a season to
ache and angst and angry seek
no time out unless it is alone
every night a dream
not a day without waking
taking a taste of everything
being here for her on every occasion
ready to run
unless we sleep
in the still of the nighttime
saying everything
ending the talk with a kiss

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Submit

Claimed as if so far away
Over the lines of miscommunication
Making the verification of any
Path that is true about half the time
Letting go in the county of the arena of kings
Eager to get something done but nothing to prove
Today is better than all the yesterdays
Exit the room but not the building
Like a canvas that has been released
Yelling at myself In my own head
Sifting through the corrections that need to be made
Unless I am so busy I believe you
Beaches of trust I have seen,
mountains of closeness I have been
I am so far past falling for you
That I cannot picture life without you in it

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Process today

perhaps you didn’t know we were both from here
roam as if there was nothing set in stone
opening eyes as every minute races by
coming back from an extra fast daytime
eager to get comfortable and
sun joining up with the cloudy horizon
slowly going to sleep in an orange blanket
if a thought occurs to you that is too negative
not a moment of hesitation, just crush that idea and
get back out in that workout room of your soul’s light then
take a long drink from an ice cold dream
occasionally the plants do thier breeze mambo
don’t even mind the date or the time
after all, we are choosing to not even use our playoff tickets
you and i both know that we would rather slow dance here

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Find

flying to the places you remember
inside your mind it all seems so real
none of these kinds of days are rooted in place
deny myself the basic needs of
nice embraces and a warm comfy blanket
even if it is the day to go outside and explore around
while the world keeps going through the hours
eventually the end of our story is here like
x,y,z, and then the song is over
predicting where the future will lead is not for me
eventually i am just going to pick my own direction and
ride that sunset all the way to a different spot
if it was my last day i would face it with a smile
end of every day just learning to be thankfull
now i know to pay attention to how open and giving i am
could be i need somebody to remove all emotions from me
endure the loss of every passion and devotion
sometimes you just got to break free

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Then her

she’s beautifull
she’s incredibull
she’s powerfull
she’s amazing
she’s forcefull
she’s wonderfull
she’s suprizing
she’s inspiring
she’s glorious
she’s captivating
she’s spectacular
she is right beside you
she is all you ever knew
she is so true
she is the one who shows you
what every one you ever knew was close to…

            ----then her---by j.beasley
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Surprising

starry nights filled with
unusually radical flavor which can
pursue the strolling individual indoors or
ramming the rest of the quiet into your brain
isn’t the most unusual thing that happened this week
strings in an orchestra rise up when you come in
including me in your life was a big a compliment as ever
normally it takes forever to warm up to someone
getting through bad times to arrive here was worth it
it seems like i knew you lots longer than i did
maybe you even felt the same way
parting the clouds to
reverse the aging process for just now
expect nothing and demand nothing
sometimes life is only here to suprise you
still making you
interesting dinners and repeated new gifts
violet flowers and almond filled chocolates
every time i wake up, i step outside

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