bites words

As i open my eyes

And hear the birds chirp

Unclear how

it means to you

and seems to you

no matter the venom in your

words from the night before

your one I am sorry

statement is all that

matters anymore

but where are we and

where your brain has been

hurts like a dart to the heart

when you spat

words you say you didn’t mean

but we got a few

minutes of hate from nowhere

all clean and made up

flex which does not

wash away the ache and

pain I cannot forget yet

I will remember and

show you the kindness I always do

because I am too

strong to be broken this way

I will not be dragged down

to the same level

I will rise up and stay

positive and sane

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arise

there are Grey clouds in the sky

and these movements hurt

but I will not quit

I have made another song

while I make a point of not bleeding

and I have the tools for the job

and I will not quit

I have traveled many turns

took care of what I needed to and

brought home the meal

once I put it in the heat

and give it a moment

While I growl to clear

the yard of debris

yet I will not quit

I have a sharp ax

for tomorrow

and a good sunrise to look

at my face as I rise

and complete the

tasks which I ache by

but I will not quit

lots of scrapes or scars

are OK as long as

the fuel is there and

the dueling is completely done

a little whiskey to the head

and a sunset appreciation

while I will not quit

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hound

as wandering as I was

across the land aglow

or in dim of night

I rested near an old bog

and what should I see

but an old hound approach me

And he sat and shared a secret

you were shown a narrow path and

have you forgot?

over near here you had

your first drink

of brandy and late moon stories and

Over yonder you had

seen your first deer head on a wall

lit up red

and ignored by almost all but

near the top of the hill

was a house of stone

which hid you

when you ere most scared

of the demon raven and

her broken leg cat sidekick yet

you survived to

Meet out the old man

who you can seek out

but will never seek you

now stand and go forth

lest the dawn find you here

and I owe my thanks

but that hound is now in memory only

until I cease to be

I will remember

this story fondly

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Tree

I am a tree today

my thirst is boundless

I ache and sway

my sounds of creaking

limbs get loud in the winter

and I have few visitors

I do now grow like I used to

the colder it is

the more it is weighing

so very heavy on me

in warm months I wake up

but I do not spring up as lively as I used to

and only 3 friends

visit the shade of my

growing new path anymore

many new sounds as I dance

from breeze to breeze and

my parts have become so

used to the passage of time

I sometimes do not flinch

my heart has a break in it

but it allows me to seek

better movement in natural ways

my roots are strong here and

I look up to the light every day

I am a tree today

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saint

softening the temperature

among the good times and

if your ways don’t change anymore

none of our fine old days make a

tiny effect in the corridor of

all of the surprises and stupid things said

more of the happy timing that transforms

under the keeping safe testaments

energies that crank on down when

reaching on the way we went overboard

temperatures mattered so much

ending the unforgettable day

when hot was cold and cold was hot

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please just please

pass the knife over with your words, honey

leave me to my time

eventually you will tire of this

always dedicated love

should I ask for anything

easy as climbing a mountain of me

jumping the gun of self insults

used these excuses to keep quiet

sitting alone

today you won’t see me

perhaps tomorrow you won’t either

leave you to your relaxing

effort of mine is history now

after all, it wasn’t important

setting suns are quicker than us

empathy is not your strength

mine is sounding like a bitter cynic

every single day I just love you more

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west view

am I doing the right thing

and am I alive

After all I came so far to be here

but when did I feel this way last yet

where am i even living now

I am not liking the weather change but

another color in the sky will

help me be less depending on

the calm of the flow so

the wake is happening yet

I see the lake rising up

and the clouds are not too dark

and we came here from afar

so let’s get into

the cusp of another brave

morning before the worn-down tiredness

makes our belief

have a moon light dance

again

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Re-met

I never thought that

I would meditate again

until I met you

my moonbeam

I never thought

that I would dance again

until I met you

my weeping willow pine tree

the revelations and games needled in

a dream

a scene

a raised voice in a quiet bar

all of these were helping me last night

to the tune of a weird chime

and there is a sliver of light that

falls delicately across the floor

whispering to the endurance of

a very particular thought which does

keep its own company after the

demon of sleeplessness releases its grasp

fortune has drawn a circle around me

made up of the ground up bones of

past mistakes and painfull memories

but I have defeated that monster

through focusing energies and power of will

yet the relaxation that comes before

rest will only arrive once I have

your amazing sighs

by my side

and a peach chamomile hot toddy

to pride inside

I never thought that

I would meditate again

until I met you

my moonbeam

I never thought that

I would dance again

until I met you

my weeping willow pine tree

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fuel

dead

complete

unknown

unreal

I have not been here

for years now I have no fears

plenty of the gain

you killed me before you knew me

but you so phoney

you cannot harm me

you live in a cocoons shell

you want the earth to die too soon

I met you long ago

and I did not fear you

you wish for delivering shine

no wings will ever be in your back

no singing to that type

no learning matters to you anymore

you are dead to the mind

you are a soup without spicy bits

you are a dead maybe

I know you are pretending and

plastic but here you will succeed

until we see that

you are only mask

no substance but

she and I made more

impact than your entire existence

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locate

look outside and see that the change is here, like

oceans taking a stand first what they believe in

completing a shift in society like an

abrupt earthquake in slow motion while the

terrified faxes of those who hold on to

edges of the past and long expired conforming eras,

dying as if the evolution will never occur yet

evidence of the advancement is massive and abundant,

showing up at the door of ignorant history

in effort after effort until the walls come down,

revolutions always start like a small gathering storm

eventually right outside the window,

setting things in the future’s road

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