jaybeasley2

many times i have been
ending the night by greeting the morning
right in time for dawn is when you don’t want to be awake
effortlessly and brave, i am right there
making sure nobody will disturb the moment
opening out of a habit of improvement newly formed
reading into every comment or detail out of place
neatly disarranged as the future must be
including another person in your life must be a challenge
not that i ever knew what that was like
gaining strength day by day once again
after the kind of life this has been
go out as often as you want because you only live
as fast and fun as you can get away with
introduce yourself to every day as if you never met one
normal is not something you and i have ever been

Provided with a reason

To keep on going

The motivation is now not a mystery

Each day is like a personal war

Against illness and against trouble

The two monstrous roadblocks which show

There fearsome faces at every available opportunity

The mission does not end

Until it has been completed

Not even if you stop or pair

The hesitation with a very long time away

An extended bit of removal

In addressing the issue will only cause you to

Come back later and have to find out

What to do at a later

Less current

Time

Some of the days arrive like seasons,

So subtle and simple that it could not

Possibly signify a change of any kind

Unless it is undeniable or revealing of what

Is appropriately obvious, the skill of the

Earth to make this change like easing

Into a very hot bath, has its own positive effect

To go with undecided options, and the surprises

Are as telling as a convenient level of permission

At a workplace that is dangerous, if you need

To have explained the nuances of the story

Then the reference will not be telling, when you have

Enough books to go through your mind it tends to

Color the filter you observe into, and each

Difference can be the best added ingredient one you

Try it, once a shift begins

The water will not stop running downhill