jaybeasley2

She is active, calculating in photographic images.
I am less activated, outlining in cloudy impressions.
She becomes quick, trusting these video stills.
I become dull, misbelieving my busted camera.
She mistrusts her belief in her pictured observing, and there is faith in that self doubt.…
I see not to distrust, yet I don’t assume from facts in broken portraits.
Questioning her revelations, she forgets why she asked herself.
Answering my revelations, I forget what the questions were.
When proof fails her, she doubts everything.
When proof fails me, I am correct again.
She continues fast and sharp, in her clarity.
I continue boring and less fast, in my fog.
She wants a plan, without desires or objectivity.
I wish my desires, with no plan that I can see.
She has new confusion in her understanding.
I have new understanding in my confusion.

so just remember,
most things in life can give you anxiety, hurt you, and bring you down,
but also,
most things in life can inspire you, give you fuel for your fire,
and make you find a new purpose that you did not know was so important to your soul.
so do not let anything be that straw that broke the camel’s back,
but instead let it be what reminds you that you are the ray of sunshine
in someone’s dreary cave of life.
no other person should effect you beyond what you are allowing them to and fly fast and hard and get
to the point where each wound is what makes you try harder, no, succeed better toward your own inner strength. that mean coworker, and that bad driver, and that person close to you who treats you so bad? they are the lesson to make you learn about positivity through endurance, and your own power in the heart of the storm. I know that you know you can persevere, but sometimes you have to remember it fully. be complete in your own dreams and goals