Posted on November 6, 2026 by jaybeasley2

Why you could have seen

Long ago and just

Could have been

And my two aunts

Have died this last

Past week and I almost

Cant believe

I was as close

As could be belive that

I just saw them back

At the most recent

And it hurts

Family reunion

It hurts

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Plasma

Posted on October 28, 2026 by jaybeasley2

A quiet lake began to

Pulse and ripple as a cold

And bloody corpse came to

The surface slowly yet

Softly swimming to shore with

Only nine fingers and only nine

Toes but stroking to still

Land like a sleepy swan with a

Few lengthy reaches and the

Bit of looking around

And the moon has just

Enough light to show the

Reflection of a bit of spot

To growl about when the

Ghosts have summoned

You to this drop and

Really mean a lot

Once all the fresh blood

Needed to spill

Comes to clot

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Heal

Posted on September 25, 2026 by jaybeasley2

When I have

Not reached a complication

Or a conversation that can

ThaT can happen then I do most

& definitely remember that

I tried and succeeded

At drinking nothing but

Green tea and water

For four hundred days

And I only took one

Thousand milligram of

Vitamin c for every day

For a few hundred days

And I walked a few

Miles no two miles for

A thousand days in a row

But now what does it mean

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A day reviewed always

Posted on September 21, 2026 by jaybeasley2

Arranged across the table in a

Distinct pattern of

Amazing realizations and shocking fire

Yukon storms and melting snow

Roasting fish and spicy vinegar rice go

Either lunch or dinner sideways

Vocal will not work anymore and I can

Inspire a ridiculous amount of laziness when

Each day is not able to let us outside

While the light shines when it gets the chance

Equally slow as the day is long

Delicate as frosting on a wedding cake

As the firey movements of a song plays on

Lasting as long as the smell of garlic in the oven

Washing all the mean off like a waterfall shower head

Across the sky so many colors crawl by

You know I am willing to please you always

So let’s be exciting and stay in and do nothing

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Each glory

Posted on September 18, 2026 by jaybeasley2

When thy sunset

Touch and these last

Ones see the light of day

And there are no more

Ways to complete the

Chores and work that

Required a goodbye

Like a brand new

Fast way when I found

Out I was In love

With Cinderellay who had

A pet or three like a

Hummingbird or a little

flea toad from Brazil

And another few blue jays

Who would remain true and

5 rolly pollys from Japan

And a bit of few honey bee

Friends who do as they

please and a few hundred

plants and some good

Beauties and succulents

And a full moon says hi

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heat stroke song

Posted on September 11, 2026 by jaybeasley2

for when you let down

your guard is for sure

when the guard of the

enemy will come for you

and there are no more

paths to teach you if you

do not learn from the

once you have already tred

but while the pain is a given

during the guesses that could

be as correct as possible and yet

everything that talks

Together are a part of the

same conversation from

the real times we exist in

from the same observations

from the same world

from the same destructions

from the same rebirths

from the same realizations

from the same hesitations

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awaiting

Posted on September 6, 2026 by jaybeasley2

while the

death and destruction of

all that I loved back Then begin

and after all aren’t we just

at the whim of nature and

war with time is a fight that

only the upkeep and the

mind can truly battle against

and as much a ways to the

future can occur there are

even more in how to approach

it but these under lying

themes of being aware

of others and honor and duty

of respect and courtesy yet

most of all the compromise

to the misery and pain and

anguish and fear is worst of all

if you let it win you will not

like your story and

you may not make it

into the final book

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remember

Posted on August 29, 2026 by jaybeasley2

I love you but

when the lesson was made

clear I could not believe

that was happened to me

so now I have to ask some

serious questions about where

I was at and if anyone else

was there for me when I was

at my very darkest and I

do not have any way to ask

those who may have known who

I was or why was sent

away from my family when

I had just started to learn

about my siblings and

more dripping facts

about my mother and step father

I was sent away to Mt

grandparents for the rest of

my high school career

and no wonder I do not

remember birthdays

but I love you

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seen

Posted on August 26, 2026 by jaybeasley2

I love you and

if you didn’t know and

believe it is the past come and

perceived it is the hate you

need like the hands which

weave all those future

choices after you will

see them die and grieved but

why can’t you kill me and

let me die like you over

Bleeded and the tomorrow

cannot conceive let me

leave like the heart

which broke me to deceive

but not as maroon

as you imagine hard

as your skin retrieved but

made as deeded

as a weave of thread

not dead retrieve from

a savior body made

into bread when the

birds sense bad and fled

I love you

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seep

Posted on August 25, 2026 by jaybeasley2

wake up

In the morning

and rushed to clock in and

just when I did someone else

on my team called in sick and asks I was

working choked up

and couldn’t

breathe and so what

I got a job to do and

had begun to follow through

before I hurt myself bad

enough to bleed from my

nose and I could not

really even see real well

but the person I was helping

was so grateful and glad and

I took them from angry and

sad and never had been

so capable while hurting

and being uncomfortable yet

I went on and carried

the day and was not letting

the blood seep on

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