starry nights filled with
unusually radical flavor which can
pursue the strolling individual indoors or
ramming the rest of the quiet into your brain
isn’t the most unusual thing that happened this week
strings in an orchestra rise up when you come in
including me in your life was a big a compliment as ever
normally it takes forever to warm up to someone
getting through bad times to arrive here was worth it
it seems like i knew you lots longer than i did
maybe you even felt the same way
parting the clouds to
reverse the aging process for just now
expect nothing and demand nothing
sometimes life is only here to suprise you
still making you
interesting dinners and repeated new gifts
violet flowers and almond filled chocolates
every time i wake up, i step outside

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Bone vampire

But what did you expect to say?
One day you wake up and you’re
Not on top of the world
Even your bones have bled
The plants you cared for all
Ended thier lives by going out the front door
Nothing in the cupboards,fridge,or oven
Timing the sleep by the rising of the Sun
Waking up three down with a song
Eager to find the next fiasco
Nighttime and this pain you made friends with
Taking a boat ride to another galaxy
You didn’t care enough to tell me
Then we wrestle like you do with the guy you bite
Holding on then collapsing over
Right hand holding an upset wrist
Evidently we will do this again
Every time you need attention

  -------Bone vampire ---   by j.Beasley--
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Flying across the sky again
In a chance to be near you and happy
Getting that nothing is sacred
Having understood that nobody is safe
The grasp of reality is strong indeed
You must know that I want only you
On the evening that I move with you
Untill the end of my days I am
Ready to accomplish what is needed
Over the many year’s I will last in emotion
Worked into my each and every bone
Nowadays I just try and be grateful
Wishing you could let me stay with you
Across the hearts worship of forever
Yearning for all the adventure I can endure
Overture symphonies stretching within
Us as the final moments are near
This New home we are now building will last…

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from now on
everyone must be far more
aware of the problems to be spoken to,
remove these assumptions and do not
let the past tell you how to act now,
either move forward or get used to it,
sad when you see how you fail but
stay on the side of powerfull self confidence,
address what is needing change,
denied a voice in the process
doesn’t need to stop this tidal wave,
if you know something is wrong don’t stay silent,
take a step forward to be heard,and
increase attentiveness to the problems and solutions,
open the door once you feel correctly secure,
normally showing your hand to be honest as you can
after you have run through all the options
let the appropriate attacks commence

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If you are a woman
Growing fresh plants of knowledge in this world.
You are a jewel of many sides,
You are a goddess medusa,
And you do have so much ability
To seek the future of your abilities
And you know that willpower is your friend but
Your new skills you find over this coming year
That arrive to you with their friends,
Will remind you
To grab that incoming storm
Like it was the mistake you almost made,
And do not hesitate,

Show them who is boss,
And tell them the time has come

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Playing Dead

part of being the person they think you are is
letting the mask they put on you happen,
after last year they might have some fear,
you never know when things get
insane and then you must deal with that, my dear,
nearby the collected
giants of consumption are very
dedicated to the greed that made them,
even though that
allows the frustration to find this correct target,
dying people all around the
tortured societies get to feel the effects,
organized for the benefit of deadened souls,
defined by the decieit in unkindness,
as you escape the ignorant unworthy,
your enlightened mind knows what it needs

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daring the year to become
increasing in challenges and ideas,
something rising up in the theme of
pain and discomfort and slowly begins gathering
lean momentum trained in the fire of last winter,
allowing the temptation of knowledgeable words
yearning to be set free from the
discipline of time and the prison of silence,
expressions conveyed like
coming outside like a violent hailstorm or
only showing care for someone because you worry,
not thinking about it too hard like
someone who only gives people attention
that seeks them out in the first place
really speaks out about an incredible level of selfishness,
untill i explained it i was not sure that
calling someone out would make anything better,
the agony was there but not inquired about,
in time the clock will really be seen ticking
on the edge like a river moments from overflowing,
now is definitely always the time

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Connection lights

taking a moment to realize the goodness of
having someone here for me
even when i feel myself slipping and i am
caught between the great mood and the dark times
only you can calm the waters and bring out
nights calming blanket of sweet sleepy connection
nicely compared to the relief of anxiety
evry morning when i wake up and you are still real
captivated by everything you do and
then i know i am grinning right at your face
inside my brain i curl up happily at your
open arms and i want to give you my everything
none of our days have been uneventfull
letting me into your life is the best day i ever had
including you in my days is like ice cream birthdays
go ahead and ask me anything for i am hiding nothing
hold my hand while i rest my body
then we can whisper until we fall asleep

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Begin snow fall

beware the thoughts that
end your hopefull energy you must
get the idea into morning light after greeting midnight
if you do not open your eyes the dawn will find you anyways
not one more day or minute without you
shall be had unless the time denys it
nameless songs we sing
overcome by the changes that transfixed us
when the future is suprising
fate was just the name of a game nobody played
after the younger years there arrived a few swerves
listening to the wind stir up the tree
liking the feeling of taking time to compliment somebody
if you ask me i would tell you exactly what i think
not that it is different from any other day
grow to learn and love

                                 ---begin snow falling----
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Deep sky life

diving into the ocean up above
empty the mind as puffs of white go by
effortlessly joining with the blue aura
passing by all the stages of both depth and height
see this existence from the removed detatchment
keeping the rest of life from reaching
you when a time away is vitally important
like a needed escape
in the realm where only so many sounds exist
vital to the understanding of how small we all are
in the grand sceme of things
nobody is perfect but you sure are real close
getting to know you again has been a great joy

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