When I have
Not reached a complication
Or a conversation that can
ThaT can happen then I do most
& definitely remember that
I tried and succeeded
At drinking nothing but
Green tea and water
For four hundred days
And I only took one
Thousand milligram of
Vitamin c for every day
For a few hundred days
And I walked a few
Miles no two miles for
A thousand days in a row
But now what does it mean
Arranged across the table in a
Distinct pattern of
Amazing realizations and shocking fire
Yukon storms and melting snow
Roasting fish and spicy vinegar rice go
Either lunch or dinner sideways
Vocal will not work anymore and I can
Inspire a ridiculous amount of laziness when
Each day is not able to let us outside
While the light shines when it gets the chance
Equally slow as the day is long
Delicate as frosting on a wedding cake
As the firey movements of a song plays on
Lasting as long as the smell of garlic in the oven
Washing all the mean off like a waterfall shower head
Across the sky so many colors crawl by
You know I am willing to please you always
So let’s be exciting and stay in and do nothing
When thy sunset
Touch and these last
Ones see the light of day
And there are no more
Ways to complete the
Chores and work that
Required a goodbye
Like a brand new
Fast way when I found
Out I was In love
With Cinderellay who had
A pet or three like a
Hummingbird or a little
flea toad from Brazil
And another few blue jays
Who would remain true and
5 rolly pollys from Japan
And a bit of few honey bee
Friends who do as they
please and a few hundred
plants and some good
Beauties and succulents
And a full moon says hi
for when you let down
your guard is for sure
when the guard of the
enemy will come for you
and there are no more
paths to teach you if you
do not learn from the
once you have already tred
but while the pain is a given
during the guesses that could
be as correct as possible and yet
everything that talks
Together are a part of the
same conversation from
the real times we exist in
from the same observations
from the same world
from the same destructions
from the same rebirths
from the same realizations
from the same hesitations
while the
death and destruction of
all that I loved back Then begin
and after all aren’t we just
at the whim of nature and
war with time is a fight that
only the upkeep and the
mind can truly battle against
and as much a ways to the
future can occur there are
even more in how to approach
it but these under lying
themes of being aware
of others and honor and duty
of respect and courtesy yet
most of all the compromise
to the misery and pain and
anguish and fear is worst of all
if you let it win you will not
like your story and
you may not make it
into the final book
I love you but
when the lesson was made
clear I could not believe
that was happened to me
so now I have to ask some
serious questions about where
I was at and if anyone else
was there for me when I was
at my very darkest and I
do not have any way to ask
those who may have known who
I was or why was sent
away from my family when
I had just started to learn
about my siblings and
more dripping facts
about my mother and step father
I was sent away to Mt
grandparents for the rest of
my high school career
and no wonder I do not
remember birthdays
but I love you
I love you and
if you didn’t know and
believe it is the past come and
perceived it is the hate you
need like the hands which
weave all those future
choices after you will
see them die and grieved but
why can’t you kill me and
let me die like you over
Bleeded and the tomorrow
cannot conceive let me
leave like the heart
which broke me to deceive
but not as maroon
as you imagine hard
as your skin retrieved but
made as deeded
as a weave of thread
not dead retrieve from
a savior body made
into bread when the
birds sense bad and fled
I love you
wake up
In the morning
and rushed to clock in and
just when I did someone else
on my team called in sick and asks I was
working choked up
and couldn’t
breathe and so what
I got a job to do and
had begun to follow through
before I hurt myself bad
enough to bleed from my
nose and I could not
really even see real well
but the person I was helping
was so grateful and glad and
I took them from angry and
sad and never had been
so capable while hurting
and being uncomfortable yet
I went on and carried
the day and was not letting
the blood seep on
barely back to the
actual place that was a beginning
comes through and
knew a few monsoon storms
taken to a highway straight at
orange moon in a long and
strong mystery wandering
quiet rainstorm of curiosity on
under sunset in a forest
among this shade when leaves
rear thier head and do not
every so often this type of moon or this sunset
Zeroing in in a passing october
except whomever made this ghost
right on the left side of the road my family knew
only now though.
hello Nefertiti and hello
emily Dickenson and
hello
what could happen
to make you contact me
why bother to get
this far then what
makes you bother to
want to live what
makes you even
think anyone would
care but I hope
someone ate good at
The funeral at least
a person will eat
good after a death
of my soul after I
die can make sure
that at least
one person gets a
full belly
after I go
And that
is all that
happens to this
 | Patrick Beasley Cons… on date and time |
 | Faded Ecstasy on breaking |
 | LooKOn Gaming on no meditation |
 | Devlin Demontigny on city blood |
 | Lucy on Presenting present |
| Patrick Beasley Cons… on date and time |
| Faded Ecstasy on breaking |
| LooKOn Gaming on no meditation |
| Devlin Demontigny on city blood |
| Lucy on Presenting present |
