Monthly Archives: November 2014

apologies not required

Posted on November 29, 2014 by jaybeasley2

and I start down a familiar prism of linearly closed colors organized without separate willpower like plants with flowers that don’t mix on a decided thought-path the wants will grow in strength and length like a insistent chain link pattern … Continue reading →

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song for you and yours

Posted on November 27, 2014 by jaybeasley2

place up make up where you were you aren’t only not killing it but you smash you hurt and sometimes you demolish it you don’t know you don’t win you make me hate myself for trying you take it all … Continue reading →

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zen

Posted on November 26, 2014 by jaybeasley2

whomever comes through that door next has a good little view into my room and the cool breeze that lives with me but I am not going to move I have found the decent spot to rest my mind from … Continue reading →

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In the place we hide

Posted on November 25, 2014 by jaybeasley2

cut the fat off the conversation and make a date of it because we both know what is going on and I have a way to say looking for a way to explain to you that I understand you don’t … Continue reading →

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on

Posted on November 24, 2014 by jaybeasley2

making a new position to meet the day in I have so missed you and wanted to see you eyes open to the blue outside your window and every day is a classic film made to wake up to and … Continue reading →

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hands

Posted on November 22, 2014 by jaybeasley2

when I get there it wont be so easy, I will have to let go and not show how nervous I am that I might be hit again and I don’t want to fail but success could be worse if … Continue reading →

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ever

Posted on November 21, 2014 by jaybeasley2

I have to believe that I can go on living in this skin I received with all the things that are wrong with me all new places to see and the people who come along with them when you start … Continue reading →

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task

Posted on November 20, 2014 by jaybeasley2

there was more into it than just the heat that got you that day I pushed some buttons I walked ahead or sometimes behind but I didn’t mean anything by it and I will see through all of this and … Continue reading →

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river

Posted on November 17, 2014 by jaybeasley2

sometimes you have to be wondering, where did that thought come from? the wishing for today, the wondering what could be the only path that leads you away from so much pain? the collection of memories are like a river … Continue reading →

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chill

Posted on November 14, 2014 by jaybeasley2

the next time it happens you said to be alerted that next time is now and you have got to see this moon through the trees it is the scene in every horror flick the kind of cold you know … Continue reading →

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