jaybeasley2

we were very much

supposed to meet up that

night and I was so

very hurting and I had such

tiredness that when I came

home to my place I fell

asleep and when we had not been

together for years I missed you then

tears but when I woke up you

we’re somewhere near by my door

and I wanted to speak but

you were beside my mind and

our friend named karma

told you to drown your

red sorrows and beat my

door and break the glass

on my car door and you

dud not have another

conversation with me

and I do not know

why that could ever be

drowning in the venom of

evil words that fly around the room

single thoughts translated into

crude sounds that collide

right in the air in front of me

is it that wrong to avoid negativity

psychology that leads each other

to the energies and choices and

intense occurrences that make the

very extreme reality become what is around

every person is what they put out into the world

postpone nothing and get action oriented

right now we have a big day coming

offering up the blade to the beast

perhaps we need more time to plan but it doesn’t

happen that way nine times out of ten

every choice is a simple agreement

saying each day will be better than

your last one so going forward is the key

pray above

and take to warning

but gather the sticks together

my love

and watch for the

circles drawn in grain

and do not see another

sun without learning to

pray and when the colors

come to choose

you do not concede the red

sunset with your own heart

or else you may fail to

have a positive mind when

the next time you are needed

finds you and the discomfort

of dreams growing darker

are all that your inner

Heart can see when we are

not anymore in this

light we all exist in