Monthly Archives: November 2020

Zen

Posted on November 27, 2020 by jaybeasley2

whomever comes through that door nexthas a good little view into my roomand the cool breeze thatlives with mebut I am not going to moveI have found the decent spot torest my mind from all the turmoiland I know I … Continue reading →

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Now

Posted on November 26, 2020 by jaybeasley2

Don’t know who needs to hear this But life is deadly when you feel lost And there are people I miss and People who don’t know me anymore But the world doesn’t let up When your brain is a grenade … Continue reading →

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Aching conversation

Posted on November 26, 2020 by jaybeasley2

after the pain has been deliveredcan you fight your way through and get outhave there been times that hurt so much it canintensify the inner life of those who have neverneeded to go there, have no idea what they aregetting … Continue reading →

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Empathy sees

Posted on November 24, 2020 by jaybeasley2

made up of tiny portions of the growls you have been giving I glance side to side while hungering for your aggressive claws pouring out the teeth and sending them out to get a meal and I have to ignore … Continue reading →

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Opportunity tested

Posted on November 23, 2020 by jaybeasley2

our dreams are likeplaying with water balloons whilepacing back and forth on hot coalsout in the rest of the world werealize how important the little things arethere are only so manyuseable deeply important moments in a lifenever can tell when … Continue reading →

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Ever

Posted on November 21, 2020 by jaybeasley2

I have to believethat I can go on livingin this skin I receivedwith all the things that are wrong with meall new places to seeand the people who come along with themwhen you start over and don’t know whereyou want … Continue reading →

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Together

Posted on November 20, 2020 by jaybeasley2

only then,making it up so long,so hard to come up witha different scenariobecause you don’t want to knowwhat the future bringsand don’t even guesswhat could scare you or hold you downand I have only gota few months leftunless the world … Continue reading →

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Approximate

Posted on November 18, 2020 by jaybeasley2

The scary feelingOf being surrounded by delusionAnd the ability to findYourself lost when in a crowdIs tempting whenever confusion brings it’sOwn atmosphere to your auraBut be thankful youAre even able to observeThat bit of realityBecause we don’t all getTo observe … Continue reading →

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River

Posted on November 17, 2020 by jaybeasley2

sometimes you have to bewondering, where didthat thought come from?the wishing for today,the wondering what could be the onlypath that leadsyou away from so much pain?the collection of memories are like a riverand we all flow down itin a simple … Continue reading →

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Building attention

Posted on November 14, 2020 by jaybeasley2

behind my eyes i sawuntil i wanted to really knowit was when she took my shirtletting me know it would never be minedefinitely surprised when she asked meif i would give her my everything and inever should give that to … Continue reading →

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