Crush

can you tell me that
really all questions are the same
until you know where you
should have said something different
have you not been as
aware as you know you could’ve or should’ve been
don’t doubt your
overly assumptive bizarre instincts
right now you are the most charming smile
and i do not want to let you see me like this
taking time to breathe before i speak this time
i am not able to allow myself to be controlled anymore
on the table is my only motivation
nearly holy music that sets my teeth on edge
some of the most catchable thoughts hide there

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Like this

placing the rock back home
echoing and making a garden grow
roasting and sure and evidentially here
maybe a season to
ache and angst and angry seek
no time out unless it is alone
every night a dream
not a day without waking
taking a taste of everything
being here for her on every occasion
ready to run
unless we sleep
in the still of the nighttime
saying everything
ending the talk with a kiss

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Submit

Claimed as if so far away
Over the lines of miscommunication
Making the verification of any
Path that is true about half the time
Letting go in the county of the arena of kings
Eager to get something done but nothing to prove
Today is better than all the yesterdays
Exit the room but not the building
Like a canvas that has been released
Yelling at myself In my own head
Sifting through the corrections that need to be made
Unless I am so busy I believe you
Beaches of trust I have seen,
mountains of closeness I have been
I am so far past falling for you
That I cannot picture life without you in it

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Process today

perhaps you didn’t know we were both from here
roam as if there was nothing set in stone
opening eyes as every minute races by
coming back from an extra fast daytime
eager to get comfortable and
sun joining up with the cloudy horizon
slowly going to sleep in an orange blanket
if a thought occurs to you that is too negative
not a moment of hesitation, just crush that idea and
get back out in that workout room of your soul’s light then
take a long drink from an ice cold dream
occasionally the plants do thier breeze mambo
don’t even mind the date or the time
after all, we are choosing to not even use our playoff tickets
you and i both know that we would rather slow dance here

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Find

flying to the places you remember
inside your mind it all seems so real
none of these kinds of days are rooted in place
deny myself the basic needs of
nice embraces and a warm comfy blanket
even if it is the day to go outside and explore around
while the world keeps going through the hours
eventually the end of our story is here like
x,y,z, and then the song is over
predicting where the future will lead is not for me
eventually i am just going to pick my own direction and
ride that sunset all the way to a different spot
if it was my last day i would face it with a smile
end of every day just learning to be thankfull
now i know to pay attention to how open and giving i am
could be i need somebody to remove all emotions from me
endure the loss of every passion and devotion
sometimes you just got to break free

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Then her

she’s beautifull
she’s incredibull
she’s powerfull
she’s amazing
she’s forcefull
she’s wonderfull
she’s suprizing
she’s inspiring
she’s glorious
she’s captivating
she’s spectacular
she is right beside you
she is all you ever knew
she is so true
she is the one who shows you
what every one you ever knew was close to…

            ----then her---by j.beasley
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Surprising

starry nights filled with
unusually radical flavor which can
pursue the strolling individual indoors or
ramming the rest of the quiet into your brain
isn’t the most unusual thing that happened this week
strings in an orchestra rise up when you come in
including me in your life was a big a compliment as ever
normally it takes forever to warm up to someone
getting through bad times to arrive here was worth it
it seems like i knew you lots longer than i did
maybe you even felt the same way
parting the clouds to
reverse the aging process for just now
expect nothing and demand nothing
sometimes life is only here to suprise you
still making you
interesting dinners and repeated new gifts
violet flowers and almond filled chocolates
every time i wake up, i step outside

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Bone vampire

But what did you expect to say?
One day you wake up and you’re
Not on top of the world
Even your bones have bled
The plants you cared for all
Ended thier lives by going out the front door
Nothing in the cupboards,fridge,or oven
Timing the sleep by the rising of the Sun
Waking up three down with a song
Eager to find the next fiasco
Nighttime and this pain you made friends with
Taking a boat ride to another galaxy
You didn’t care enough to tell me
Then we wrestle like you do with the guy you bite
Holding on then collapsing over
Right hand holding an upset wrist
Evidently we will do this again
Every time you need attention

  -------Bone vampire ---   by j.Beasley--
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Flight

Flying across the sky again
In a chance to be near you and happy
Getting that nothing is sacred
Having understood that nobody is safe
The grasp of reality is strong indeed
You must know that I want only you
On the evening that I move with you
Untill the end of my days I am
Ready to accomplish what is needed
Over the many year’s I will last in emotion
Worked into my each and every bone
Nowadays I just try and be grateful
Wishing you could let me stay with you
Across the hearts worship of forever
Yearning for all the adventure I can endure
Overture symphonies stretching within
Us as the final moments are near
This New home we are now building will last…

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Fearless

from now on
everyone must be far more
aware of the problems to be spoken to,
remove these assumptions and do not
let the past tell you how to act now,
either move forward or get used to it,
sad when you see how you fail but
stay on the side of powerfull self confidence,
address what is needing change,
denied a voice in the process
doesn’t need to stop this tidal wave,
if you know something is wrong don’t stay silent,
take a step forward to be heard,and
increase attentiveness to the problems and solutions,
open the door once you feel correctly secure,
normally showing your hand to be honest as you can
after you have run through all the options
let the appropriate attacks commence

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