determining factor

daring and brave and just showing the ways
ending the hesitation and just
testing those waters before diving in and
every day will now be once again my friend
risking my future by being
more of a great person than ever because
it is the time in my life to fix things and do it right
nothing will be the same after this
inspired to be the change you want to see but
nearly broke myself years ago
growling about the past is useless like
fixing a painting you are just going to paint over
accessing the part of the brain that is reprogrammed
chapters of a book written but not released
take shape in the small area assigned to it
only when a levitating picture comes through can a
realization hit my mind’s eye
Posted in poem, poems, poetry, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

reasoning account

resolved to come to the help of
eager people who waited so long to
address the issues that stopped that
sun from shining on them ever again
opening the door for a much more complex tale
needed to feel the pain of a heated sear before
it feels that much better to eventually heal
needled by the discomfort of a few hundred
gradually worse and worse decisions
and now it just seems like life just gets better by
comparison as if it were 2 completely different life times
can not even believe it ever drooped that far
only the past few years could have showed me so much
under this scrutiny there is only one choice
now you just dust off and get back up
there is only so many minutes in a lifespan
Posted in poem, poems, poetry, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

providing inactive

payments that come from a soul are
reasons to make a readiness happen
over the course of a pondering can sometimes be
very scary if you try to challenge the future
implicating a broken scene far from the
destination but at least you know
in the tree right outside the window is the
needed signal to keep striving forward and a
good exuberance for the end of today’s race
important as the fuel for the fire is a
needle being heated in the flame so
a pattern can be created and a vision compiled into
consumed ideas presenting a story
that defines the mythology of all our lives
inside every tale is a much deeper meaning
vital as your touch is to me
every kiss is the rainbow clouds
Posted in poem, poems, poetry, romance, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

feast reposition song

for now the first to the plate gets the meal,
crying and denying,
every next dinner could be the last for a while,
crying and denying,
and getting up and getting out might
stay the best opportunity of this day,
there are unly so many days left so,
there are only so many days left so,
request as much time as you have to,
request as much time as you have to,
eventually we always get to end the story,
potentially things can only get fixed if they are broken,
only the very strongest come back from a brain that is
shattered and even the world isn’t the same again
it is not easy to explain to anyone either so
take a minute before you respond and think, okay,
if anything will be impoved by what you say
only crying and denying
in front of a podium
crying and denying
not only supplying
but conspiring and redesigning
Posted in poem, poems, poetry, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

terminal morning

terrified to even open my eyes today
even though i am not scared of anything
redeemed in the light of your love and
made to see i am here to sacrifice when
intimacy and intensity are tumbling down a hill
need no effects of gravity to put together
and slowly circling like two butterflies dogfighting
letters tumbling into words tumbling into sentences
making sense only if you speak the language
or if you happen to be raised somewhere around here
really must say hey pretty girl
never stopped saying i love you more than anything
in the world you love me too your smile and 4 paws tell me so
now the loving kisses we exchanged and your canine ears when i
got home tell me you do we shall see each other again soon
Posted in poem, poems, poetry, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

memory functions

my eyes have seen the morning blazing,
enduring the brightness of a universe opening,
mine are the hands arriving from around the corner,
opening the door like a volcano fire arriving,
red and yellow light searing through glass,
yet the time has come to brave it out there,
from the depths of the arctic to the lava flavored air,
under the yellow ball of turture above,
nothing effects like this temperature does,
consuming things which can tame that
tension-filled boiling point rising,
if there were waterways around they would disappear,
often the search for wind is pointless,
need to get together in this way and
stay capable to the agony
Posted in poem, poems, poetry, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

unlimiting actions

like drops filling a bucket,
it can be tough to find yourself here,
more and more each passing day,
in this job you have to sound like you care but,
then don’t have much empathy at all,
include just enough attention to not make mistakes,
never be smart enough to be completely honest,
got to act just wise enough to help and yet
act just dumb enough to not give everything away and be a
cog in a very big machine with not feelings,
that eats up people and spits out money,
impossible to remian happy or sane in there,
only breaking free can show you the hell you were in,
now make a plan to
show yourself what you can really do
Posted in poem, poems, poetry, Uncategorized | Leave a comment