halt

to reveal the intensity
of the day
cuts across the ideal of how you
can be so incredibly vain and not aware of
the last bit of suspicion as if a tree
abandoning its leaves is surprised once again
even though it is the same exact day as last year
you must at least realize the
groping that you do will be what causes your
inside the car voice to be left
behind as the hot face of the sun is how it feels
and your temper brought on the bite
of a snake in the bed at night
unless a bag of ice arrives before morning comes
it is time to move on but
don’t worry because I know
winter is coming and the ship’s sail
is full and the cold is going to be
a very long and a very hard one
to take…

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untitled

you have gifted me
with your presence
so now I cannot hear
certain things without
thinking of you, our only time
apart is when we sleep
when we are
in the same home;
even then it doesn’t count
because I am in
you arms and you are in mine
& in our dreams while we
kiss and taste the finest moment
that ever was,
among your smooches
I tell you how I missed you;
it is the gift I give
you to see the insides of my
mind, when you feel woozy
and lightheaded from the
intimate moments I know we share,
a free flowing fireworks show underwater.
I wish we met sooner,
knew each other since high school,
but everything has to start somewhere…

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any

can you be here?
please just be by my side
and show full support
maybe just for one night
be supportive of every decision I do
and every mistake I make
like I have done for you on so
many occasions that you don’t really recall
and I just felt reality cracking
and crashing down on me
once the disbelief in a night of
you being by the table and
looing at me like I am a very
deserving person of your
time and your devotion
but who would be surprised
that we are on the same team
and on the same page as each
other once I get you
home so why doubt any
of our closeness anymore
and who do you think I am
why would I do this
unless I could be with you
forever
anyways

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hm

making sure that
I get in one really good
long prayer to be safe
before venturing out
because I have gotten far
on foot and know that there is even longer to go
before returning home
the talk we had was very important
and helped the status
of my pondering thought process
and I haven’t got that long to
wait before a vital decision must be made
the sun has gone behind the clouds
and the coolness has broken in just now
and I know how much it means to you
to be there when your home needs you
but I am alone again
and waiting on a very close friend
to let me know it will all be okay
no natter how unbelievably
frustrating was this day
and tonight may be just
as much so,
if not more

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often

like the sunset spawning
watching my light come in, and
watching my life evolutonize
as the music has been doing
to sway the votes in the right direction
and this is the hardest council that any speaker ever faced
through power lines and shady trees
we can see the road out of town from here
and nobody has a big enough opinion
to take away the need to get
a good night alone with your
ever blooming jungle house with every
cactus and succulent that ever grew a leaf or swam in the ocean’s breeze
but sometimes the keys don’t work and sometimes the
watching and judging eyes aren’t as amusing or apparent as
every perceivable cut can grow a new scar or three
and the last night or three has gotten away from us
but you will be here any moment and I
am willing and able to do anything you want to
from now until
our eyes close so slow
our thoughts and mouths cease
and our minds drift on to the effortless flight of dream
riding waves of clouds and finding
these places to drift to
and our hands are still holding…

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lone no more

awake
brooding and piecing together
the course of action for
today’s festivities
upon the open floor plan of
a million and one seconds
this day will consist of
before we return back here once more
the stillness of the air outside
and a lunar darkness that
rides the wave of chill
right up to the frame of the door
silently letting me know that
we are trapped inside here for a while
and there is no reason to be
anything but immensely grateful
for you and the fact that
we were close to each other so long ago
yet so many miles and years are gone
and here we are being close again
the best is yet to come…

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electric

waiting
for hours by the phone
in hopes that you can resolve
the problem of my advice unheard
I have been so long away
that I learn even less every day
about taking my own time
at the lessons that we have been hard to believe
and even less easy to see
and the wind is not cold on my face
because I can only feel one thing
the cherished time you have given to me
after the year started
it all seems too important
to hesitate any longer
and I am no longer willing to put up with
looking out at the frozen lake
of my patience
while I have begun to repeat the action
that allows me to avoid
making this mistake,
or any other,
ever again…

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Have

Making a choice
about time we start
closeness at the crux of the evening
across the cloudy red and orange sky
that this mood of our
silver and gold melting together
while the yum of our time
and the sauciness of our words
go together with the dinner
and after so much waiting
through bland minutes of
daily ritualized routine
there is only so much patience
left inside of me
like a hunger that comes back
quickly
I have to get some
of the delicious sweet kisses
before I go out
it helps me realize
why I have to conquer
all the opposition
when it comes time to confront them
thank you
my amazing lavender covered dream
of a woman
for now I can do anything…

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seventh

while waiting for heaven
like silence between
the two songs you adore most
and there are a ton of
thoughts all slowly flowing in
through the exit I never
thought about as a
steel covered safe we both had
many family heirlooms inside
and good food is now not as
valued as good times
yet we have always known if
this is where the diagonal path led
then we will be as well off
as we often knew we were
while the decent temperature
will not stop us from going out
and finding out what it is
that this particular night is all about
but it seems connecting
with the smile you know I want
is the important idea on this occasion
here where our hands are
so intertwined that we don’t
even ponder if they
will ever separate…

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new year bliss

only you
could have brought me
from the top of the mountain
to the beach and back again
and I willingly go wherever
the charm of your distant heart will
lead while the sight of you
in glorious memory is like the
reflection of the sun off of a mirror
in the times we got together
I see our touch as the electricity of
one light that leads the way to a
entire megaverse of happy and content
energy which fulfills and places a
desire to never be apart from you ever,
no matter what happens
yet I know that both of our
relentless interconnectivity
will seek each other out even if the
land should shift and the wind will rise up
even if the manipulation of time and space
can make more effort than us yet the gods
who are on our side know that our
two souls are gems that are paired
together for all of eternity through the
ages and beyond,
for sometimes,
two are one

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