finding

Posted on May 5, 2015 by jaybeasley2

riding the road

like a wave upon the ocean

making the final journey on top of a cloud

while the sun is leaving then appearing again

there are only so many days in any of our lives

and I know I have got one more chance

to see the issue through to the end

but the facing of your only choice

is a refusal to begin ahead of the wind

and the cold is refreshing after so long away

while I wait for your attention to arrive

I might as well be counting minutes until the paint is dry

because the person who is there for me

is always going to be my own mind

because I have not received a call on my phone in weeks

and I can not see the lesson I learned

as being shared with anyone

so I will send it to the whole world

and maybe I can help anyone

as I have got to be the

final fire in the forest before rebuilding begins

Posted in peace, poem, poems, poetry, temperature | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

peace of mind

Posted on May 4, 2015 by jaybeasley2

play the song your mind will sing

ending while I know that you are that near to my heart

and you have slept better but it is a new day

coming out of the shadows of last nights dream

evoking a story we all have been missing

over the whole landscape of your mind

flies many desires and doubts like storms constructing

maybe you have been here before

in the shade of a tree you planted long ago

now we have our hands clasping each other

don’t ever doubt that I am here for only you

Posted in peace, poem, poems | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

loss

Posted on May 2, 2015 by jaybeasley2

The autonomous nature
Of your angry smiling face
And a drifting nature
Like the shore
And these pink lilies of the valley …(tharr be more)
Are the prettiest object near me
Does the past return
Like a boomerang on fire
Or as a whispering wind
Foretelling of a chilling autumn
And wanting to go for a walk
But instead out for a crawl
Again the birds are out
But I will not be eating today or tonight
I will have your words for sustainable food
And I will not relax
Untill I am at my destination
Also please accept my apology
For any time we didn’t meet

Posted in peace, poem, poems, poetry, temperature | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment

space

Posted on May 2, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Today was a giant tornado
And that was the last thing you need
The lake sees the abandonment of a cloud
And the trail Will let you know
That we are as a test 
would be to ourselves
It is as if you would not wait
Assumed nights of deconstructing fun
Beyond the horizon the
Sun escapes our timid ways
longing among the thing we
Have always hated about other people
The dream, the scene,
Know what i mean?
You made a hard road out of all of it
And you knew it but you
Went on anyway
And now we move to a New day
After enough time we
Saw the sunny backyard realized

Posted in peace, poem, poems | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

top

Posted on April 29, 2015 by jaybeasley2

the amazing ability

you have to make me feel

worthwhile and comfortable

even when I don’t want to

continue breathing

is as important as any words you could say

after I hurt myself the day after the storm

and I know I have a long travel ahead

but I know how easy it is to

let all the little things go unsaid

and I got you a card

but it fell out of the flowers

and I made you a dinner

but I knew I was just not fast enough

among the mistakes I made

are the times I forgot to tell

you how thankful I am that you

are even here in my life at all

and no amount of rocky road

or curled up warm bath will express

how glad I am we found each other

once again

Posted in peace, poem, poems, poetry | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

anon

Posted on April 29, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Come away, come, sweet love
The golden morning breaks
All the earth, all the air
Of love and pleasure speaks
Teach thy arms then to embrace
And sweet rosy lips to kiss
And mix our souls in mutual bliss
Eyes were made for beautys grace
Viewing, rueing loves long pain
Procured by Beautys rude distance;
Come away, come, sweet love,
The golden morning wastes,
While the sun from his sphere
Bids fiery arrows casts,
Making all the shadows fly,
Playing,staying in the grove,
To entertain the stealth of love,
Flying, dying to desire,
Sweet love, let us hide.
Come away, come, sweet love,
Do not in vain decorate
Beautys grace that should rise
Like to the morning rise
Lilies On the rivers side
And fair cyprian flowers New blown
Desire no prettiness but their own,
Ornament is nurse of pride
Pleasure, measure, loves delight
Hasten then, sweet love,
Sigh with me all this night…

Posted in poem, poems, poetry | Tagged , , , , , | Leave a comment

heavy

Posted on April 27, 2015 by jaybeasley2

I find a way
I trouble and worry
I can’t believe
What I woke up to today
I have to be mad
I saw what you did
I witnessed it
You have no excuse
You know how low
Those last hours were
As bad as could be
I was ashamed for you
But now I know the
Orange sunset didn’t fix
And next sunset was
The worst one ever
I have seen a man in emotional pain
And I am some who
Has been in that exact place before
And I owe apologies
And I am so mad
But anger is the soul eater
I am already dead
But the night is red
And then the stars will come out
Yet why would you do that
And the female statue with wings
Has no reply

Posted in bliss, crazy, fiesty, fight, fun, heat, hike, poem, poems, poetry, sun, temperature | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

morning star

Posted on April 27, 2015 by jaybeasley2

It was a heat
It felt like dangerous waters
I was on fire
I was not going to give up
I had a few wrong turns
I had a few battlefield thoughts
Do you know what steel smells like?
I saw my reflection
I raided the nightmare factory
Which is funny
Because I created it in the first place
And I kept on moving
Like a meal of sassy weather and
Drinks so strong they could carry you home
If they wanted to

Posted in poem, poems, poetry | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment

place

Posted on April 21, 2015 by jaybeasley2

yes, it

can think for itself,

just a moment,

the curtains are

parting, the

egg is hatched

and the crowd

destroys all

sense of abandon,

it can actually

be aware, crashing through

the palm trees and

the alleys, accountable

found in a time

to get the head

removed

and take a peek

we cut the air

to use each other

sun, the pain i feel

moon, my moment lost in it

Posted in poem, poems, poetry | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

heat

Posted on April 20, 2015 by jaybeasley2

thank god,

i’m not him.

yet that’s no less,

no more,

just showing off them,

as if rally cries or custard pies

would do it for me,

as if she sings and I dance

as if I see one breast and fall

drooling sweaty

onto my knees and beg, pray, growl,

this is the majestic orange derision

portrayed by hot temptation

glassy eyed morbid space

Posted in crazy, heat, poem, poems, poetry, sun, temperature | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment