it is not that I

didn’t really miss you dear

I respect you ravishingly

and I want to disciple you strongly

but now I realize

that you and I are so alike

you were already on that page and knew

that I did not do anything halfway

but that sweet Christmas eve

as quiet and calm as it snowing ended

and as fun among fuzziness and sadness

hugs and many beers

we were not

afraid of ending up here

happening just like this

seeing just what we are seeing

and I would not

ever get this moment back once more

so if this is my only chance

time to go for it

let’s roll