heart sing

have I brought you enough sun?

eventually even sparkles fade

avenues our streets don’t crawl past

right when now is a blanket statement that

these feelings of regret pass through you

simple words let you know me and

intensity I bring to the table and to the

nineth day I miss you and can

give every second to your

heavy and quick great northern revival desire

educating myself in the kind of type you want

arriving at the perfection you are

right now and have always been, for I am

timing my handsome love with your beautiful

songs, can I even hear them on this day, no,

it will be the night before I even hear your voice

now it counts if it is person to person

good how even your skin would sing if you were asleep

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invite

these conversations

do not happen unless

we see the same animal

riding along with the

words of disgust so proud and

contemptible flavor so strong

that the options were fleeing before

we were aware yet

eventually the sounds died down

like a thunderstorm was retreating to

give up the day

Long before you thought

of halting the

time of a wind chime and

there is a silver sliver of light

that falls delicate across the floor

whispering to the endurance of

a very particular thought

which keeps its own company

demon of sleeplessNess

releases its grasp

fortune has made a circle around me

rest will only arrive once

I have your amazing sighs

by my side and

a peach chamomile hot toddy

to pride inside

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mountain view

while the lightning strikes

all those

nights that add up to months

that I spent at that

table in your room

crafting one love poem after another

waiting to escape for you

to read it once I was done

would you please talk

once I was back

from the visit to the other side

of the mountain

you twisted the knife

when you reminded me

how long it will be

until I lay eyes on you next

and I cannot think of a thing

I want more

I have to wait

and it is torture to know

those absolutely amazing eyes

full of electric kisses

and an embrace

that elevated me to the height

that my brain short circuits

and it was

hard to want

anything else

after that

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illusion

after the light begins

disappearing toward tomorrow

there is just a

sense of change in the air

and there is no fear

by the time

another choice is made

the shadows are abundant

if you even

move or speak it will

not matter without

knowing if the border

between stillness and fire energy

are going to hold

we are stuck in

a shallow field

and the horizon

is disappointed monsters

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if “why” could be here in these eyes

indications of hope and

fear of the unknown disappeared yet

why is life a raging river?

holding back a plant or rock from

You overtly joining its charades and

can you hear the tick, tick, tick

of the clock that regenerates

us when a freeze of success or death

leaves a chill in the back of the room but

destined to flesh out the learning curve and

blue eyes are sad in this night rain

even when it was sunny all day and

hope still helps the flattered few who

evict another bright green fight of

rights that the vines gave up on and

easy argue and hard compassion moments

issued to a hopefully good team

not on the same side as we were and

today we will connect again on a level

hot off the news-wire that bluffs and

every time it seems to care

silent in the clouds that move

eager to play the game

evil rules even followed this time

yes it was a good conversation

endings which we foresee

stopping us from shouting at stars

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your ocular kindness

your hand in mine

outer slow stroll commenced

Under our playing the cloud visions

real trees in a cold breeze

only this dance of diversions and

collecting seconds

using any opportunity to slow down yet

lasting pause that observed

arrangements of environments of enthusiasm

rallying the good feeling

keep on following visions

inside this familiar atmosphere

nestled beside a mountain of hope

during the last warm day of the week

now I want it to last and be

endless as a kind hug

she is the glow of sunshine

she is the fire of my own heat

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planting ideas

there were no warnings

like those who made the

great old sayings

as I wipe off the blood I remember

just around the corner

and laugh at my self and the pain

and I remember

won’t be far from here

as if the doom is here already

but on the sunset we all can die

then I recalled

the construction of a future

which could only have

Been found if there

was no more rain yet

when you can only give the

image of where you knew

the delivery of a mistake in vision

has met you before your minds eye

can make a few guesses but

it might be too late and

the sutures is already here

while we could not know

we were too late to

change the plan

before the time has come

so let’s pick the flowers and

be gone

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no miracle

I am alive at morning

I am dead at night

I am a ship

who crashed on the beach

all crew perished when it happened

people watched from the bridge above

no miracle

I was out of range of the map

and needed repair

no miracle

I had seen many a wreck

other ships under my hull as I passed

from pacific islands to

just a few miles down the coast and

some with flags from

a small island I knew when young yet

the ones with golden chests

will never be found

no miracle

I deserve this

I am sure

white sand embrace like

moon on the shore

while waves lick in

As a measure of time

like you are flipping pages

of my cold cold book slowly

no miracle

you need only ask and I say yes

it is guaranteed

as sure as you can see my ribs

I have perished before my time

in service of my

royal lady

you of the silver ring

you of my dream

you of the smiling scheme

I will shut down

the crows nest and

the captains headquarters closes

like my fat eyes

after one last look as you

my lifeline lady of the lake

no miracle

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clouded conversation

I have become so

aware of all the breaths

which have come before

and I have seen all the

diseases and demon’s which

Were foretold in the chaos

and nights asunder

which could seem to be

nothing to the uninitiated

but once seen could not

ever be seen in the

same way again and after

all the circumstances have

had a chance to be

foretold then the utter

terror of all the futures

you could have seen

will only come to pass

once you can seek

out the moon and the

sun etched out in

salt and sand

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drifting away

there is a short pause

between the gulps of light wind

as if the breeze was a person here

that sees you and soothes you

like the view of all the

green shouting up from all around

each tulip and onion and rose and garlic and

It seems you are the way

to actually appreciate this moment

with the pleasure of every day

and it is not

to feel safe and salvation but

just to be clear and present

while the lightness of your touch is

a different personality than

the overpowering energy of

your mind while speaking yet

I long to endlessly devour both

like the body depth of feeling

when standing under

a waterfall

and your eyes tell me

songs that I know

will dream me to seek

dissolution

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