jaybeasley2

morbid curiosity rebounds
across the many pages written and read
keeping on the blank expression that
is not where your mind currently is
numbers can tell a story like words do
get the right homework done before the soul
does even begin the class
it really, of course
shouldn’t be that people can so
closely hold on to thier first ignorance
often people bond while being raised up
vetting out the opposing opinions revealed
enduring a last ditch effort at connecting
red showing up on every pine tree
it is that time of year
everyone learns something new
shadows of yester-year

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The day ends,

Desire and despair meet the moon,

And then the whole mood of the thing shifts,

Blatant as a county being enjoyed alone,

Without you I am an lonely dollar sitting on the floor,

But when the residence senses you coming home,

A glow arrives like ten stars alignment true,

Like a shining line where you need it to be,

No music is growing until you see it,

No lyric as glowing untill you sing it,

If you didn’t know me I wouldn’t be the same,

I have dreams of this game,

A brilliant day disturbing nothing and unbetrayed…

demonizing the enemy makes
you into a demon too and the
attraction of hate is stronger than so
very many other things in life but if
you are always careful none of the
real worries will bring you down unless you
become the ones that need to be worried about
yet the complications come if you have not
been aware of the weaknesses that can
bind you up and drag you down and if the
work put into your life helps you make
amends then who near you will ever need
to feel anxiety again because the greatest
storm will always end and even the
worst enemy can someday become a friend
if you let them but the people who hurt
you cannot be allowed to stop
you from moving on if you have to

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determined to do the next speedy step
every time you start again
take hold of the choice and move on
each person has thier own way of
re-igniting the desire for change but you
must grasp action correct for the new
inspired direction to have any effect
not the worst thing to see you need change and do it
exist in a determined and single-minded view
dare to be the person with drive and passion
can you find a way to summon strength
have to chase down and catch that perseverance
off the playing field of a boring existence
information that was not your flavor
can still surprise you when it counts
even bad news can come with a silver lining

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grasping the dream that can only come if
only your mind is what can see this future
into the future with your head down and wheels spinning
not just turning but actually getting somewhere
giving it your all because you know you can
need what you want and actually aim for it
over the top of the mountain that was your adversary
when you needed freedom but didn’t know it
take this moment to claim your desires
on the occasion you grasp them clearly in your head
then you can picture how to make it happen
however you got here is not as important as
every step you take from this second on
take a deep breath and jump
offer yourself up to the wishes of your life
place your energies on the goals you will achive

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do the universe a favor
every time you think that you know something
let the awareness flood into your system
ice that only warms up when you get affection
complaining never helped someone become
interested in what my heart desires
often i just have to care for my own
unusual passion for someone not so devoted
sometimes wandering the night so darkly
some home in front of a warm screen sleeping
using the pain in my heart like a
furnace on a cross country train
finding out your hate is dead will only fuel me
eventually i wil be claiming my own
return to mindfullness
include other experiences in your pondering
nobody can run away from themselves forever
get up get out and do something

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