mean

thanks for being there
when I seemingly couldn’t go on
and I needed the person I cared about
most to show up and make me feel
better and draw out the thing that is bothering
me most when I am not sure
I want to talk about it
no, I do, but I may not show it
and if there is one thing I know it is when I
am this tired and frustrated I will say the
wrong thing again,
where were you when I needed you and
was it that you didn’t care that much or were
you not gonna come by in the first place
no matter what I said and you must’ve cared
a whole lot about me in the first place
to have it advance to that level where you
are not going to show up because why?
I cannot imagine that you would be that
selfish and that mean and that lazy so it must
mean that I didn’t mean that much to
you in the first place so I am back to the
place where I hoped I would be
pursued instead of pursuing, or at least
able to talk to you about anything and
everything.
but that is not you…

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hunt

reflective in the surface of
the water is this breaking open
of the new thoughts
in the sky while
all observable movements in light and grey
land go out a’dancing with
the clouds and rain among the horizon curves
down comes sound growing out
the capturing of a restless drought
ending like the words we whisper
now a feisty lamb but
born of an almost sleeping lion
working its way into your vision
imitating a growing sound
the rumble of growling
of an animal
angrily awakened

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then

then,
the night starts,
a gorgeous gem
on the fireplace
and the music shines in
and blankets just
as the snow has been doing
for many hours
a beautiful shining
light off the water is what
that seemed like
when accompanied by your
voice, and then
I realize you want me
to hold you
and it all becomes
a glorious flame and
enraged fire
that surrounds us
envelops us
devours us
as we step into it willingly

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hope

you said,
you told me how you felt
and the red
roses shed their petals
the tears of blood on the eye of love
comes to shed when times are rough
a taste of my low moments
have come to visit me again
and I am so surprised that
you ever wanted to give me a chance in the first place
because you saw who I was
and where I was from
the only thing that
I saw in you was
hope

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tonight

wishing across
the heat of the day
like waves of light
changing what you see
bruising your emotions
and giving your concentration a basting
while you come across a grilling
of my road
whoever made it, made it strong
I knew I had to cross the pond
might just not make it home before dark
but
though it is true you are getting ready
for church tomorrow
I am out in the world
saving the goddamn souls
tonight

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yum sauce

she saw
as I drift in
I wanted to get
the cinnamon in my nostrils
and another taste
of the duck that was
roasted and baked right here
I can admire the
fumes rising off the yams
and sweet potato with garlic onion
another bit of chicken broth
this pinch of fresh basil
and cheese, aged and smoked,
like your hug
like the slow stew peppers, hot,
a green leaf to set off
that plate of a palate chase
our desire
is a mix of recipe
and instinct
we mesh together
and baste
our tenderness accordingly…

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untitled

tasting sky
the jet black persona of night
is in every breath
and no breath is unseen
for the frost is everywhere
including the conversation
yet our ability to
have a bout of smiles
and a very well sharpened need
to use tunnel vision
makes everything that happened
around us just background and noise
because I am transported
to a far away place where I
only wish to
see you, hear you, touch you
even the distant echo of moon
could not distract with its
wide and shining
and brightly lighting face
as my wide eyes
take you in

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glide

gliding lighting on a cloud
of lower power and reflected lightning
a star fade that draws me in
unexpected as your face was again
seen at a
moment I never saw coming
adventures on a
pair of feet a thousand feet off the ground
a book that is
true that no person could believe
many series of our days
flow like this
as if a
tree at work to fight and climb and
accomplish as if driven to find
a sunshine glow
that saves a long good future
from unexpected turns
of emotional firestorms

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morn

I can draw the breeze
and I can close the forest door
and I can color the sigh
but I can never
put into words the overwhelming
feeling I got when
I saw you after
one minute of drinking water
two minutes of getting dressed
three minutes of drinking coffee
one hour of being with two
street kids in a fancy restaurant
two hours of travelling
in a beaten path in starburst dark
three hours of being
in bed without any sleep
but the test is
worthwhile because I wish to
be there
to kiss you as soon as you wake up
because the dawn is a more
majestic grey and bright orange horizon
with you in it

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all

longing for your touch
I travel out and about
to where you are, happily,
glancing about the sky and
making sure it will never
again be one single day
that passes between the
times I say to you the love
that endures through
all the distractions
all the mistakes
all the shiny rain
all the multiple invitations
all the late morning sleep-ins
all the longed for embraces
all the words dedicated to you
all the waiting for attention
let me show you what
this exuberance is
and we shall stay strong
and stay together…

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