mysterious illness

Posted on July 3, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Strong as I am,i cannot move.
Something held me down,
and slid down my throat.
Every light too bright,
all sound too loud
At least you are here,
comforting me.
In this tortured moment,
you are relief.
My mind, normally clear,
is full of haze now.
But sun light is coming in through the clouds,
Many hours have passed since I lay down,
I am at least spared the pain and I feel none,
Who could it be that did this to me?
White is all that my eyes can now perceive,
I should be feeling something
besides relief my love is near,
What time could it be, and where was I last?
I do know for sure my time is not past,
Strong as I am,
I cannot move

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this moon revisited

Posted on July 2, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Tempest that crawls out from around
Hotness that gives way to cool
Intermittent air that comes from there
Sympathizing with the ground and green
Mighty clouds that billow out and
Over the sunrays in expanding excitement
On top of mountains which turn blue
Nighttime showing its growl
Received the scene of bearing teeth
Evoking womanhood like the length of
Very long hair blowing in the wind
Initially a chill that creeps on up
Empty of the temperatures of the day
Wispy water rolling along the upward aquamarine
Easing to a visit on our towns
Deciding to sleep with us this eve

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from here to christmas

Posted on July 1, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Flowers that only open at night
Reconstructed places to visit in my mind
Once my reality was a jump in a river
Mysterious how it is now just a stretching
Home for the evening and washing a plant…
Evidently I am hoping for food from my ground
Ready to take care once again
Exits from a doubting past I fled
Tomorrow’s greeting will be too soon
Overhead the water will give me shade
Continuing these changes of appreciation
Hail on the neighbors but none over here
Recent happenings in our leafy cave
I want to combine our warmth and
Silhouettes to dance in the fiery light
Tumultuous times in last month’s rearview
Masks we are no longer wearing
As I see you arrive I ready iced tea
So we might go out in the yard and see

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portal to wisdom

Posted on July 1, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Projecting myself into the moment
Organized when the eyes finally open
Rejuvenate this body into a new system
Timing has always been a key and it
Allowed my mind to find an escape..
Lemonberry on the cups edge while an
Orange sun slides away
Final hellos should never exist and my
Wishes to hold you a long time may not be
Intimately connected to night on this occasion
Sent to the part that has imagination and
Directing passion and desire to move
Over and know that we will have
More time to meld together this weekend

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new century stars

Posted on June 27, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Nothingness that erupts into life
Ending a grief over loss and triumph
Whole days that complete the perfect week
Captured in the air all around
Exceptionally lightless room to wake into…
Nighttime was a wish for calm
Testimony for the emphasis of time
Unless I can hurry and find your smile faster
Replace my stillness with action like a
Youngster that can not wait for candy
Shadowy songs and waving branches in
Timeless movement in trees that dance
Author of my favorite book on my shoulder
Regenerated from the depths of my
Shining desiring imagination play time

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reporter down

Posted on June 26, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Really enjoying a small minute
Evidently needing it worse than I thought
Preposterous ramblings of last night
Ordered to take a breakdown in my head
Rooftops that all have birds and
The dishes to their television heads
Eyes that do not see everything
Rolling around the tiny town
During a break in these resting lives
Only the news can demonize
When the day crashes open with blood
No issue should breed bad thoughts

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attention in mind

Posted on June 24, 2015 by jaybeasley2

As the day begins I make sure
To remember now more than before
That life is wonderfully full of little joys
Even in the worst of times
Nights that will not let me sleep
That doubt which creeps in like a familiar friend
Intense thoughts that flow in
Only effect in the way of a flooding river
Near to the intimate findings of silence
I am not in my body right now
No matter what memory I try to deny
May this be the simple time to enjoy
Interaction which will clear up my mind
Now I can not stop thinking of tonight
Doing nothing but unwinding with you and the sky

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would wait, why not now?

Posted on June 23, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Worthwhile images still come back
Organized by the moment in time
Used to make a flavorful impression
Lonely moments nobody should ever have
Descriptions of red vines and purple flowers
Wishes that only a genie could fulfil
Anticipate more affection than you will receive
Interior voice shouts that you Will not find a companion
Test the area that we are confined to
Wonderfully stimulating moments
Hope that seems attached to a cloud
Yearn for that minute of quiet
Natural sound of a few branches in a wind
Otherworldly entity that can say hello
Teaching myself to be calm and still again
New instances of beautiful closeness
Off trail
Watching the sun set

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made in my mind

Posted on June 20, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Murky skies
Adoration of the humid shade
Determined to be
Eloquent as a memory can truly be
Instances of 
Narrow eyes and a focused mindset
Many times I thought of you and
Your sense of humor and friendliness
Made me laugh when my eyelash fell in my cup
Influenced by the
Number of friendly smiles I got
Devoted home I am driving toward

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in remake city

Posted on June 17, 2015 by jaybeasley2

Intensity that rises up from the morning horizon
Nature crushed between buildings and streets
Referring the eyes to always look upwards
Edit version of a song we all sing
More than a few silences when the connection starts
Across the miles I still sense you
Keep the warmth of the atmosphere here
Evicerate the current place of fire
Closeness that makes the meal even better
Issued a passport to your thought-provoking
Tempestuous as the last year has been
You are helping our sweet youthfullness blossom

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