fate

 

In the moments when you

Reveal yourself, it is obvious how you

Feel. There are things that you do that

Show your excitement and you have got

More self-interest in mind then you do

Concern for other people, except when it is the

Type that you have a secret desire for. This

Is something that comes out in such a way that

It is not like it takes a detective to figure out,

In fact even people who don’t know you very well

Can see how you act. But the part that seems so

Obvious is when you are not even aware of how

You want to do something just because someone

You like is doing it, like you wouldn’t be jealous

Of someone elses life unless it was that person who

You like so much is doing it, and then all the

sudden that is what you want. I will need to

get a lot more time to consider the freedom i

am giving up in order to get time with you but

then you are not going to want to do the same

thing every single night, but if you do, I will

consider if I am even going to be there. If you

responded to me like you do to your close friend

that would be different

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rages

Prepared but still run over
And made to hide how you really feel
While the past is curling a flame
Around your toes and
The present is squealing tires on your back
After the past few months of
Aggressive pursuit and shifty possessiveness
During a collected hate of being alone
But many ways to avoid people you know
Even if there is only one day left
In the last week of the year, my dear
Yet here you are, not bearing your soul
Until you think that your life is perfect
And you haven’t got enough places to
Sneak into to get away from all the
Poison the future has in store for you
And then this dog will have its bite
While a broken heart heals without any
Help or assistance left in the county
Or a job taking the following for a ride
Off the cliff
Into the ocean
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places

There is a time before

This current experience where a

Few lasting events come back to you

And the ending of an era when we

Were all having a life changing

Experience at least once a day and the

Only time we were alone was when we

chose to be. It was an action packed time

Full of fun and adventure when all of the

Best times were piled one on top of the

other like a stack of pancakes or layered

when the great times happen like many

blankets laid upon the bed. When you are in

those years it can speed by so appreciating it

when it is happening is a vital component and

this is not something you want to look back on

and wish you had done. Listening to people

who didn’t appreciate what they had can

remind you of the need to be in the moment

and aware as these times become more

obvious when it counts, and after you

missed the chance to grasp the moment it is

Regrettable. You only get so many chances to

grab an opportunity, do not hesitate

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the door has closed

THE DOOR HAS CLOSED

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seek

The forest is haunted. But

All the spirits that have entered into

the trees and have joined forces with the

powers in the ground are no longer

pleased with the decisions of the people

who let the bad things occur around

here and if you are brave enough to

enter then you must know that nobody has

come back out alive. There is a very thin

line between bravery and craziness, and if

you enter that forest you are walking that line.

There is no defense for the horrors that

Await whomever is going into that dark wood.

 

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trist

Making a classic move

To run, ruin and destroy

Across the years of a desperate fool

It must have felt so gratifying to you

To know how much you have

Crashed into this unforeseen future

While the sharks were circling in the wings

And only a few hundred ways to

Forget everything you though you knew before

There are three people around that

Make a choice and all of them are you

But when you can only get words

Dripping with meanness and sarcasm

You learn to raise up the shields

And be on your guard as often as possible

Because everyone

Has someone

But you can’t stop someone

Who needs no one

 

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apologies permanent

after the summer passed
putting this important choice in my hands
on top of the world under a shower of glass
lifetimes lived in each and every month
opening up the eyes at the last possible second
giving the gift of time is the very best there is
including me in your life even if you do not remember
ending whatever faith i once had
silenced by gasping and long laughter
places i feel like we have definitely been before
effect of this moment digging up the past
roaring with the fury of being alive inside
moving around every second is a good motivation
after this, any other life will be less exciting
not that i look back on too many occasions in the first place
endure through today
nights are better anyway
take a taste
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waiting for devotion

wishing that i had the chance to
arrive far away with lost time overtaken
introducing the evolution of becoming new
there in the air of a forgotten escape
including a pencil and a piece of paper
not forgetting those who
got me by in the most difficult of times
forgiving those who did wrong due to thier own trauma
organizing the future that is laid out over the ground
rocking the brain out of thinking too much
delighted that we could be this close anyway
elevated to a higher level of reasoning
vital as an excersize walk when it all becomes overwhelming
occasionally the story has no ending or
tales that have been told but ceace abruptly
if you can grasp change then do it
on the instances that you can’t, find out why
nothing is forever except love
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sympathy addresses

So there is a giant struggle coming

Young and old and everyone in between

May no longer be on the sidelines

Pursue the rights of all individuals

And recognize that not everyone is on your side yet

They deserve all of the freedoms that

Happen in a just and fair society because we

Yearn for the same things

Across the country and around the world

Damaged souls are in every culture but the brightest stars

Do their best to fix the inner wounds of

Refugees and family members alike

Even as the realm of fighting

Slowly becomes smaller and more personal

Shifting the countries and cities right outside our front doors

Effort to assist shows if you are even a honorable decent being

Some evil lives in hearts with no empathy

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cruel compliments arrive

coming back to the
roasting warm house and needing to
use the rest of the evening to come down
every time i see your car there is
like a gift i want every birthday and christmas too
can not think of a time i felt
on top of the world when you embrace me
may the truth of your ability to get through
pain and pleasure and come out even stronger
little plants across the room and beside us
in the window the trees are waving like
many hands of people departing on a ship
earning each kiss by what you say i did right
notes that a bird sings echo all around
then awaken me from my silent repose
start to constantly be on the move
after all, the list of things to do is written and
right now i have the energy to proceed
ready to accomplish everything quickly
introducing the indication of not just sitting still
very calm, very patient, but still need a road
even just thinking of you helps right now
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