jaybeasley2

Resisting a need to move when it is

Really needed and it feels like there is a

Great deal of resistance to the needs that i

Have regarding interaction with other people.

I am from now on, going to claim the activity

I think is right for me. I cannot always

Expect that what you want to do has anything to

Do with me and what I want. I believe that you

Want me here but I have to go ahead and move

Around and get a bunch done in order to be on

top of my game. You have a preference to

sit on the couch and watch movies but I would

rather be out walking around all night long

instead and that is just as ridiculous because

we need variety to happen and we have only got

so many different chances and opportunities to

keep on doing this. If you want to find me I

will be there for you but if you want to stay close

we will need to put some effort into understanding

each other unless you would rather get a bad

time into motivating you into getting this time with me

all straightened out

In the moments when you

Reveal yourself, it is obvious how you

Feel. There are things that you do that

Show your excitement and you have got

More self-interest in mind then you do

Concern for other people, except when it is the

Type that you have a secret desire for. This

Is something that comes out in such a way that

It is not like it takes a detective to figure out,

In fact even people who don’t know you very well

Can see how you act. But the part that seems so

Obvious is when you are not even aware of how

You want to do something just because someone

You like is doing it, like you wouldn’t be jealous

Of someone elses life unless it was that person who

You like so much is doing it, and then all the

sudden that is what you want. I will need to

get a lot more time to consider the freedom i

am giving up in order to get time with you but

then you are not going to want to do the same

thing every single night, but if you do, I will

consider if I am even going to be there. If you

responded to me like you do to your close friend

that would be different

There is a time before

This current experience where a

Few lasting events come back to you

And the ending of an era when we

Were all having a life changing

Experience at least once a day and the

Only time we were alone was when we

chose to be. It was an action packed time

Full of fun and adventure when all of the

Best times were piled one on top of the

other like a stack of pancakes or layered

when the great times happen like many

blankets laid upon the bed. When you are in

those years it can speed by so appreciating it

when it is happening is a vital component and

this is not something you want to look back on

and wish you had done. Listening to people

who didn’t appreciate what they had can

remind you of the need to be in the moment

and aware as these times become more

obvious when it counts, and after you

missed the chance to grasp the moment it is

Regrettable. You only get so many chances to

grab an opportunity, do not hesitate

The forest is haunted. But

All the spirits that have entered into

the trees and have joined forces with the

powers in the ground are no longer

pleased with the decisions of the people

who let the bad things occur around

here and if you are brave enough to

enter then you must know that nobody has

come back out alive. There is a very thin

line between bravery and craziness, and if

you enter that forest you are walking that line.

There is no defense for the horrors that

Await whomever is going into that dark wood.

Making a classic move

To run, ruin and destroy

Across the years of a desperate fool

It must have felt so gratifying to you

To know how much you have

Crashed into this unforeseen future

While the sharks were circling in the wings

And only a few hundred ways to

Forget everything you though you knew before

There are three people around that

Make a choice and all of them are you

But when you can only get words

Dripping with meanness and sarcasm

You learn to raise up the shields

And be on your guard as often as possible

Because everyone

Has someone

But you can’t stop someone

Who needs no one