In the moments when you
Reveal yourself, it is obvious how you
Feel. There are things that you do that
Show your excitement and you have got
More self-interest in mind then you do
Concern for other people, except when it is the
Type that you have a secret desire for. This
Is something that comes out in such a way that
It is not like it takes a detective to figure out,
In fact even people who don’t know you very well
Can see how you act. But the part that seems so
Obvious is when you are not even aware of how
You want to do something just because someone
You like is doing it, like you wouldn’t be jealous
Of someone elses life unless it was that person who
You like so much is doing it, and then all the
sudden that is what you want. I will need to
get a lot more time to consider the freedom i
am giving up in order to get time with you but
then you are not going to want to do the same
thing every single night, but if you do, I will
consider if I am even going to be there. If you
responded to me like you do to your close friend
that would be different