if the memory comes

back it was a different time

and I traveled a little different

then when I did what I should do

be careful and take care

of people who

needed me and I

cannot believe how easy it was

beaten up once with no concern and

stabbed once with no consequence

and no concern but

at that time everything hurt

the experience and sound was

all that mattered yet there I was and only

now is worse because

the one I care for most

hurts worst

bit by a dragon

stabbed by a witch

brain assault by a psychic

nothing hurts worse than this

I must persist