untitled

sometimes it comes down
falling on you like a rock
and after so many damn bad decisions
then the wondering begins
wondering why to put out any amount
of words or creative expression
when it hasn’t been the
thing that anyone notices
and to be giving out effort and failing
is as if
I have to admit that trying
is not what I should be doing
and looking for the enhanced
thought to spark another person’s response
is a wrong idea to center on
and sometimes those closest to you
understand more
than most of your real family does
and a few arguments
may be not coming ever again
after the choice of a new found
way do settle the day
from disruption
and to concentrate on
the people who do not criticize any
little thing you say or do
because if you don’t care about yourself
then you shouldn’t have someone else care
about your life either,
right?

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About jaybeasley2

a writer, a painter, a poet, a wordsmith
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