ah

I have a pain that
comes to visit me
some days when I forget I am
only human
it creeps around my
brain for a while
to wake up all the self-
hatred there reminding me of all the
bad things I have done, to make
me feel like I deserve it, to convey
through my nerves what my
emotions already know, but when
it gets so bad I cannot stop
to think, all I have to do
is to remind myself that I have
what you gave me to sometimes
put my hand on, and it
symbolizes there is someone
who wants me to know,
even when a forest fire of hurt is
here in my home,
I am loved,
and that gives me strength
to go on

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About jaybeasley2

a writer, a painter, a poet, a wordsmith
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