never prepared then

now the horizon Brightens up

entering the land not visited

very little dots of light where

each fire is keeping company

reduced to the last moment before the sky fades black

pops from burning wood echo and

ricochet like the

environment itself is twitching

playing its own soundtrack from

around the river to the shadows on the

ridge edge and among the rock line

ended by the opening of the valley

dying leaves clinging to the branches

twisting group of breeze dance around social circles

however long it takes the night lives for this

experience that encapsulates timelessness

near darkness hides eternal understandings

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needed

nicely spaced out conversations

each one revealing a bit of motivation

existing just to remind of what

decision I came to years ago

ending the time where I

devote myself to someone I knew

would not like me as much as I like them

emitting the desire to only be near kind souls

even if that means putting mean ones out of my realm

kingdoms and cottages and caves

everyone has a home to return to

now that the end of the time of upheaval

died in the arms of a war that perished

so the citizens sing the praises of the land not the steel

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abstract speaking

across the air

beginning sounds of a

storm arriving and it is the kind

that makes me want to be out in it

rain and soft wind and a fog

as if the storm wants to kind of hide whomever

comes out and wanders around

thinking while simply

strolling through the surface of clouds

places you in a very specific mood

electric blue and a feel for breathing moisture

all heavy and wanting to slow down a step

kind of like a hangover without any drink

if we make it through this then

nothing can stop what the future can mean

giving up is not something I ever do

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Septembered

and when the person

becomes a part of the

ascent and only the place

where they became a

part of that church then

you can make your way

through the crooked path

and the broken river

then these mostly made

by the people who do not

forgive or follow in the

footsteps of those who

choose the broken path

and the whole truth or

the one true pattern if

the bridge is busted

and if you see the burned

road crossing broken too

soon to be forgotten

but too soon to be remembered this

September and you don’t

know unless you see how

we’re told but then you

were cursed two-fold

like the story of

the spider on the tail

of a dragon

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fair

when she came down

the stairs

I saw a path

I could not configure if

I had spied

into the future

or could have even

changed the past but

the young symbols were

there and the song was

real and when my parents

sent me away to live

with my grandparents it

was much simpler than

trying to find out who I was

going to become but

all of life was not a challenge

it was a verification of the

people who watch your back

and the ones who

will not stop torturing you

with undesirable friendship

but the bugs say

don’t praise your enemies

and then you may

survive your friends

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deny sunshine

for now the clouds are coming

and who knows what is near

softly as the hours

draw slowly on

in time we feel the single song,

never ending this droopy time ,

yearning for the single day,

nothing in your pockets

every occasion you arrive in town ,

lost to the new surroundings and

seek for a calm night at a relaxing hour,

only negative thoughts can stop us now,

not only can I tell you anything ,

sometimes hoping the end of day is dying

holding close to my heart something

important and dear to me but my

Nighttime prayers are on a

young evening that I wake up crying,

not an event that anyone gets over easily ,

ears burning because of other people talking,

low to the ground, i walk, but from far above, I see

Some moments are only there to make us feel,

over the mountain horizon the clouds begin, orange

navigations to the preparation of dusk

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these

there are times in life

when things don’t go so well

all of life and nature

seems against your way

and then there are

occasions where it goes so well

you go with the

river of life and time and

it is all downhill

and there are ways to see

every moment has positivity

and you do not have to be

whatever once was or

whatever wrong choice could be

or even should be but

when the rain comes down

are you the type

to shelter inside or

are you the type

who will run out there

and shout

“bring it on!”

because what else can we do

and so I ask

who

are

you?

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logged out

songs slowly wake me up

from the birds

outside the window

something I used to hate

but now enjoy more

racing through the day

like a madman avoiding pain

trying to die

but never asking why

making out with the moon

is all I used to do

prepared for the death

of a a silent faith to you

hoping to perish

but hanging on by a claw

because you are the

stars I sing to

every night and

yearn for

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Aim

as the walls

are closing in

and there are far too many

moments with poison

hanging in the air

and when the only open

door comes out of the mountains

and shows it’s face

then these energies will reveal to you

when to go

and so run down the sun

and to flee like a

escape that was just meant

to be coming and has now finally

arrived like a shooting star that

symbolizes the climb to the

choice then this race to the

journey meant to make good

the entire future again

now the only thing

that completes me

is to lie next to

you with you in

my arms

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We are one

well then

as all things

bounce around in this

living existence then why

ID even talks to us from

within why do we ask

why why and why do we

not try why do we

ache why do we not

question why we try to die

why do we deny why

do we have so many

weapons to defend our

souls but we do not seek

out what causes our

pain and solve it and

your soft mind does

not even know what

the pouring in of hate and

distrust are the red

personalities waiting in your

bedroom and phone when

you go ahead and

zoom through but

your heart

knows i love you

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