profession misdirection

Posted on March 10, 2019 by jaybeasley2
paper and commerce
ruining a thousand mornings a minute
overtaking the kindness and replacing with
frustration in travel and hostile destinations
eventually arriving then tied to a clock
stirring around and desperate for distraction
spill the entire days thoughts on a notepad
instruct the future on how to avoid becoming like others
over time it gets easier to stay
no matter if a winter storm warning is headed your way
maybe it works best paired with some thoughts with traction
if you want to get ahead use action with
satisfaction
do the activities of last night even get remembered and
if they are will that have any effect
reset after twenty four hour change
edit the moments and memories in your favor
click the switch and it starts all over again
turn offers to be distracted away
included in these last remaining hours
only the satisfaction of making you happy
no other thing makes me feel so exuberant
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common delusional

Posted on March 10, 2019 by jaybeasley2
cannot see where this is going but
over there in the next year is making me excited
molded by each hour which is the next chance
making sure i know what i believe
only i now control my own body
never will i doubt my mind as it imagines
dining on the memories of each of life’s rememberings
endure the torture that modern living provides
let those minutes glide by like rain down the drain
using every direction that i need to plan
so deep dark and complicated not everyone can understand
if the days end this good then
of course i look forward to tomorrow
not a day goes by that i will not feast that way
as long as i can find my path to come back to you
love like this feels so true
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intonation

Posted on March 9, 2019 by jaybeasley2
when it seems impossible is
the exact time to carry on and if
you find the adjustment within yourself
then the reasoning can still stand, to give
in to weakness is what you do when
you decide that hate makes so much more
sense then you are not being truly
strong, you have to persevere and get a
better grip on a world we all live in
and let one disappointment strike
you so hard the you never really got
the message and a lot of misguided
souls have fallen for that so don’t give in
like them but instead rise up and find a
way to get above that disgusting fear that
guides this whole rat race and if you
ever find yourself beginning to slip
remember that even the purest hearts
can be tainted if they let themselves fall,
and even the best among all who exist
can be brought down if
they stop standing up for what is right
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meaning

Posted on March 8, 2019 by jaybeasley2
demonizing the enemy makes
you into a demon too and the
attraction of hate is stronger than so
very many other things in life but if
you are always careful none of the
real worries will bring you down unless you
become the ones that need to be worried about
yet the complications come if you have not
been aware of the weaknesses that can
bind you up and drag you down and if the
work put into your life helps you make
amends then who near you will ever need
to feel anxiety again because the greatest
storm will always end and even the
worst enemy can someday become a friend
if you let them but the people who hurt
you cannot be allowed to stop
you from moving on if you have to
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static correction

Posted on March 6, 2019 by jaybeasley2
staying the course and being
taken to the bull’s eye in the middle of the target
and confirm where this year needs to end up at
tension relief coming in the form of quiet
inside the mind little secret codes
complications sometimes designed by the brain
clearing the way for a reduction of frustration
only you can
really manipulate like good deal appreciation
remain inside the one-way dead-end street
exit stage left like a shakespeare ghost
coming up with no excuses as if a drill going deep down
the good news is each day is getting better
if i could i would send you vibes every day
on the occasion of our convergence
nothing like life’s beautiful delicious sweet sorrow
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determining person

Posted on March 3, 2019 by jaybeasley2
drifting away
even when i am standing right here,
the weightlessness of my limbs keeps crawling,
eager to close, my eyes struggle to stay open,
roasting yet cold, the organs begin slowing and
minutes go by before i feel my heart beat again,
if i don’t concentrate on breathing i may be
not continuing to do it very much longer,
if there are sounds it seems so far away and
no feeling on my skin even though i wear clothing,
getting cold water in my mouth as if a brand new experience,
playing games in my sight as sleep digs in the claws,
either moving a bit slow or twitchy faster than usual,
reporting nerves are shifty like a barely connected phone line,
seems everything is heavier and
only the light is getting through and i don’t want it to,
now my only goal is to return to you
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worry incineration

Posted on March 2, 2019 by jaybeasley2
when you finally see the person you want to be,
originally it can be a little daunting,
really concentrate and just don’t lose focus,
ready to ignore any person who won’t support it,
you now that some days you feel
it stronger than you do others,
nevermind the doubt just treat it like
clouds that will pass even if there is a storm in them,
inside ever mind is some demons that need slaying,
now just pull a fist full of fire from your heart and
end every night by planning tomorrows battle,
rotate through whatever tools you have to help you,
actions, thoughts, and communication,
then focus them like a lazer in the right direction,
if i picture a future with you in it
opening up to the possibilities i can dominate,
nothing fuels me like your passion
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freedom captured again

Posted on March 2, 2019 by jaybeasley2
from now on fear is not a friend
ready to completely begin against
every doubt that raises its head
effort making me feel empty and
dead like my favorite tree again
only this time i feel it deep deep inside
my heart might as well not be beating and
compliments can sometimes be silence
absolute change as slow as photosynthesis
place the final day on that plan and
take the steps to be that far
under the radar but under this moon
roasting in the fire of my own demise
enduring the heat to beat the race
down to the finish line like so many things in life
around the edge of the street
gaining pace on your desires
after all you are my belief
in time i will be near you always
now i can give you my everything
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believe nothing

Posted on March 1, 2019 by jaybeasley2
better than the effects of
every last night are these
lasting impacts of each new next morning
internal conversations are
evidentially far less confusing and
vital to remaining aware and solid in the goals
expressing the intentions of an unavailable apology
now the biggest change is in the challenge and
opportunity is only in the occasion
treat each one as the gift it is and
head to the place you were aiming
in time i will beat back the storm
now that i cannot be stopped
got to show what i can do
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personality deletion

Posted on February 27, 2019 by jaybeasley2
punishing myself for my days,
each one a memory that still has an ache,
riddled with moments that seem unreal,
so unbelievable but just like a fact,
on the page of a scientific textbook,
naming eager components to an element,
as if my bad hours were mere
lights from christmas on a house that is on fire,
intimate as if two people sharing one blanket,
tomorrow always seems a few minutes away,
you know this,
delicious as each minute is,
every time you see a face,
like a painting about
empty frames and unframed paintings
take the best that you can conjour out,
it is going to be the year of realization,
only the undefinable positivity is what you need,
now is the new beginning
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