pretending moonlight

Posted on June 18, 2019 by jaybeasley2
don’t ever hesitate to write down
everything that occurs to you because
time is of the essence
and a few more moments
might be the one instance that
can improve your outlook on the whole day
and it only takes one more little
moment to remind you what drives you
and supports you and what seems like
forever could actually be the last day and
nobody knew who you ever really were
anyway and then it would be far too late
after the fact is too far away
and not worried existentially
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checking in again

Posted on June 12, 2019 by jaybeasley2
can you be there for the help which can
heal the wounds inflicted by
every new crossroads, over time, by
coming together then get outside your shell,
keep in mind how much we wanted things to turn out well,
if the temptation to fade away still exists,
nobody but you can fire up and make sure your soul persists,
getting a look around instead of at your own reflection,
it can change your wisdom base if you see clearly in all directions,
notify this realm you will change it all after,
and then universal knowledge can share the transfer,
growing in an understanding,
and you are the ony one i want to
intensely fade your way so you see
nothing else matters anymore
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ideas style sheet

Posted on June 8, 2019 by jaybeasley2

introduced to a brand new fear and
didn’t ever know that it could be there before,
effort given now has a far different connotation,
added to the previously obsessed over, the
situation currently at hand,
symphonic undertones of implied indifference,
talking to nobody at all but
your self is playing both sides of the conversation,
like suggesting taking a cute picture with a large sharp blade,
every day is torture when you hurt this way,
should I perish I will still go away smiling,
had a great time when I was here, didn’t I,
even made a few friends and had a few parties,
empathy helped me as much as it hurt me,
this is my song of destiny

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relocation steps (a hymn)

Posted on June 5, 2019 by jaybeasley2
ready before I knew it,
equal parts excitement and worry won’t let me stay put,
laying here wide awake at three in the morning,
opening eyes long enough to see through the dark,
cannot stop thinking of the next
amount of decisions which will be coming soon like
tongue hanging out, driving fast as I can,
in the direction of the goals and ideas I command,
outside the nightly silence is deafening,
nearby the mighty blue light begins to rise, the
solution to the hesitation station,
taking trips in five directions all at once,
eventually being attached to nothing,
perhaps you are my only inspiration,
staying under your same set of stars
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simple returning song

Posted on June 4, 2019 by jaybeasley2
suprises come from where you never were,
increasing your first fears and
making each day like a tense conversation,
playing upon your anxiety like a used steel drum yet
letting the true relaxation sneak away into the sunset,
escaping like a prisoner trying to break free,
release the worry once you command your actions,
evolved past the cage you were raised in but didn’t want to be,
take the turn that fires you and inspires you
up and then don’t look back anymore,
removing the message your time arrived for and
now you know your number is up,
it will be this new age and change that fills your cup,
notes to a rhythm you wrote all in your head,
get as much done as you can before you find yourself dead
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gem theory

Posted on June 2, 2019 by jaybeasley2
the desire to destroy must be so
strong in the ignorant people who
cannot understand the full amount of
intricate facets in the surface of life’s
jewel and if something is different from
the place you are coming from it must scare
and infuriate when you have no ability to
truely understand and the pieces of that only
seem only more confusing when you were raised
with intolerance and hatred as the basis for all
of your beliefs and yet the challenges that exist
are nothing once you have come to terms with
a land filled with people who share the change
that is coming like a glacier that can wreck
the landscape if the ignorance keeps on
holding on to the power before the
walls come tumbling down
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hm

Posted on June 2, 2019 by jaybeasley2

My

girlfriend

has

the

attention

span

of

a

toddler.

Heart

of

a

lion.

Soul

of

a

fire

breathing

death

dealing

dragon.

Mind

of

a

teenager…

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copying universes

Posted on May 31, 2019 by jaybeasley2
conflict is the feed of the week
only showing its head when
party has decided it is hungry
yelling opinion gushes like water
interring the fuel of an evil soul’s cactus
not a single night
goes by that you shouldn’t have your guard up
until the end of time just stay wary
no relaxation without being aware and perpared
intending to adapt if different than actually changing
villified by the interest in fighting the good fight
every day torture of the soul sort
realizing that you cannot do this forever
stays with you once you have arrived there
every day behind the eyes
stays my motivation to guard for your future
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alive completed

Posted on May 26, 2019 by jaybeasley2
as the final days approach
little signs of life are flickering
in the bits of time and the
very obvious symbols that are recognized
extreme actions are so esily impaired when
coming to the conclusion that
only the most severe reactions will work anymore
making commonplace the need to vent or
pleasing only yourself
like all the other stupid selfish bastards
enduring thier own disconnected illogical minds
they are what is wrong with the world
eventually i come back home and realize i
don’t know what positive thing i would ever remember without you
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moonlight steamboat springs

Posted on May 25, 2019 by jaybeasley2
moon shine shifting rays,
off among the clouds,
opening a new door,
new doors cold as they usually are,
like eyes closed exploring space,
getting the sun and snow moods.
having no distractions after
the time you have to suffer and
stay along a sharing of our wisdom,
tentative and shaky as your electricity is,
every day wake up spring,
and every night go to bed winter,
may each small imagining open to a sharing
beneath the spirit we woke to,
over my soul,
as a building is coming in the storm,
they never warned us as if we
stayed cruel in war as the trojans do,
promised the sad little
return to what never existed,
is the mad fever of a painful time,
needing a cup of coffee and
getting three hours of chatting while we open up,
so is our humanity once confidence is here
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