jaybeasley2

forever with you is a dream come true

under the moon or at the table

realization like that can change things

in a very short period of time

Opportunity to change life for the better

unless there is enough hours

busy is a part of life

some mornings stunning and

some evenings electric

exactly as brilliant as I had dreamed

Xerox the day and copy that to my Calendar

coming in from the cold of customer service

into the warmth of actual interaction

this is the ailment which curses most of us

even when the need has become overworked

maybe the effort will pay off in the

end and all the harm will be forgiven

now you see life is too short for grudges

the best way is just proceeding one interaction at a time

As of the dawn which

Plays open the day

Expectations are not the best

Death and despair will do that

The mood is bleak

and nothing brings the same place

back into the glow anymore

it is impossible to find joy

when your soul’s flowers have

been stepped on once again

the cold glass of water

is there to survive

not to thrive

but life is like that

and nobody chooses the

surprise tests you are given

any more than you

get to choose the skin you are in

and a walk in the forest

is just a place to escape to

do these words

disturb you, or

set you at ease within your goals

and aims, because I have only so many

ways to let you in on your way out and

about life, fun and interesting as it is

without my input or critiques and if you

choose to be near me but also get a

whole invited amount of people who choose

you to be that friend, so I should just

remember where we are at now

because it will not last forever

and if you want to

go have a great day and not see me

I can understand

but trust me,I am getting on with my life

and having it go where I want it to, so

when you get a chance to be

with me or near me

from now on I suggest you

take it before I am gone, my love

I was not yet ready to get my

discovery of laying out of my soul

for you the last time I visited, I

had begun to face where my life was

at, and in full dissatisfaction had

turned my face away from what I needed,

I could not have written one page of

my notebook if I had bothered to find it after

all this time, your comments and looks

would not have gotten a better reaction

from a brick wall, and I am friends

with quite a few of those, you and I are

alike, I can tell by our fists, when have

the clouds parted like this before? The

groaning in pain and prayer had not

even started yet, can I touch your scar if

you touch my red? I thought I was

cleaning out the system when I had some of

that poisoned green drink, color and stamina

have joined the trail my feet walk to make the

minutes bond into hours, and no, on that side

of the fence there isn’t any grass either,

but if you just keep on being true to

yourself, all will be revealed.

as old Joe says,

you only live once,

but if you do it right,

once is enough

days like these are a

torture and a breeze

when you travel far away

things seem to change in this world

time becomes odd

when we are closer too

melting us and twisting

the swirl away of a tide pool

or the drip of a burning candle

fifteen minutes can seem

like an hour or

an hour can seem like

just a few seconds

I don’t need a drum roll

to emphasize anticipation tonight

but a joke is just a

way kill time too

and it’s like snapping bones

in as slow a way possible

being this far from you

my dear

it’s true

there are moments that can

stop you from healing when

you need it most like a

enemy who gets to give condolences first

or a mean one who signs the cast

when they are the one who broke that bone

and as anyone who has gone through

this knows full well

that a pillow can only

absorb so many tears from your eyes

but sometimes there is only

going to be comfort

in learning how to say goodbye

yet the trick is convincing yourself

that even falling out of the clouds

is not fatal

and the real trick of letting go

of pain is a rough lesson

and you are only lucky if you

learn how to not let it

break you final