jaybeasley2

this moment

frozen and taken

starting at the ceiling

imagining and seeing a blank canvas

with the big thoughts all projecting up

and you are inside my mind

making a ponderous time so clear

while the air heats up once more

I can sense a burst of energy

in order to arrive home

on time or before that

for walking miles through

the snow so deep it is up to my shins

to meet you for a beer or three

on the weekend of fun and yawns

from too much joy had the night before

with you here

I want even more

till now and tomorrow

right from the core

only you

could have brought me

from the top of the mountain

to the beach and back again

and I willingly go wherever

the charm of your distant heart will

lead while the sight of you

in glorious memory is like the

reflection of the sun off a mirror

in the times we got together

I see our touch as the electricity of

one light that leads the way to a

entire megaverse of happy and connected

energy which fulfills and places a

desire to never be apart from you

Yet I know that both of our

relentless interconnectivity

will seek each other out even if the

land should shift and the wind will rise up

even if the manipulation of time and space

can make more effort than us yet the gods

who are on our side know that our

two souls are gems that are paired

together for all summers and autumnal

eternity especially

through the ages of our seasons and beyond

for sometimes two are one

more or less

awake to a new wave of thinking

keep an open mind

in all the ways you approach me

nothing can keep me away

getting through today will not be too tough

now that I know I will see you tonight

ordering my mind to continue being strong

when you are near my worry is gone

Access to a beautiful work I never knew

very surprised I ever arrived here

each thought a lofty butterfly drifting

should you want time I will run to you

this sunset was made just for today

on the pillowy clouds ride thoughtful notes

Needing to chase that moon

into the sky and beyond the blue

guided with stars and hopeful wishes

her curly hair and bright eyes cause smiles

time cannot move slow enough for me

the filth

the ache

the hurry

the hate

everyone goes out

into the world and experiences

common curses in society

but only a few

can dance through this forest anymore

and losing your way in life

is as common as a stubbed toe

what you do with

your own pain

is your own business

yet the strong get used to dying

and all the rest

who take advantage and conniving schemes

will make their way

without as much struggle

or as much sweat on the brow

I would rather bleed emotion

and hurt in my own skeleton

than bow to any

direction where the gold piles rule

and my own thoughts will

be the inspiration I concocted

as the final heart beat drops