may 7, 2012

so many times

I asked you

asked nice

or even just sit there in silence

while you curled up and relaxed

and made the whole dream

had been your plan and it came true

and none of us

not you

not me

not a friend

not a tornado blown up

could let the present be the present

and the past be the past

I have to ask

if I showed up at your door

and asked you if you even wanted

to see me right now would

you let me in

 am I ready to be so nervous knowing

that I would never say

the right thing would the time be

just perfect enough that you

may get up the nerve

let me be me by showing me the real you

even though that makes it

sound as it a thunder strikes

the calming down wont exist

your insides are mad like

a woman with a broken heart

the sky is not falling

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don’t we?

we touch we laugh

we sing we dream

we see we create space we oops

we wink we lean

we carry a torch

we toughly tighten our ties

we undulate

we weep we whine

we stretch we ache

we moan we sing along

we made a dirty joke

we make fun we weakly agree

we wear nametags we save pennies

we share we wise up some stories

we shave we giggle we have personal secrets we pulse

we hold hands we have lovely winters

we have hidden teases

we hate east west north south

we get along when we go out

we nap we splash water

we shift sleeping faces

we mesh

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flayed

I was lost in a city

not unlike Bombay

with only instinct

and good shoes on my feet

while I saw the same

types of buildings with different people in it

and a thousand steps

reveal how we are all like in our own way

even if we laugh

or cause an ego killing insult

it is all the same world

and you still see a dawn

while you smell the lemon tree

Monday is still Monday

yet we went to the

same counter to get

a little furry friend to follow

with a tiny fuzzy toy

we are the same

as the light descends

the flower blooms

a realization arrives

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sharkey

shining

and blown away

as the hurt flower

plucked for a

soft hand that

hunted for sweetness

after the passing

of a paranoid

turtle knowing that

the water is too far away

as refreshing

as it all seems the night

comes too tightly

the hunters will come

and we have

only begun our trek

at least you

don’t see the sharks

in the water

and the maggots of

fear following him

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wasn’t it

I am the soil

I provide a respite and

also a bit of cool depth

when the growing has begun again

I am the sun

I can warm you up and

make sure you are looking up

when you need healthy glow on your soul

I am the shade

I will provide a place to be

when you feel the overwhelming need

to escape the glowing outside world

and all of its gross inconsistencies

I am the breeze

I am a refreshing different direction

to look at when you have not

gotten enough new air in you

I am the rocks

I am the sturdy trail and interesting

you enjoy because you

have never been on anything like this before

and cant wait to see where it leads

 

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chillax

hello tiny one

where have you been?

travelling

far away lands

in your dream car

pulled by your horses three

and the captivated

little furry familiar is by your side

as you soar

far over the shrinking moon

a dark blanket far

over your bed

with holes poked in it

to let a twinkle and light

shine through

and you finally

recharge enough to resume

the feisty place

in a playful adventure world

washing

             the

                   tired

                         waves

                                   away

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could u cloud

having a night

far from this but home

before the

last lightning strike

when a smell of

fresh rain fall is in the air

a cool sound of a

very tiny waterfall

and a thousand little

splashes grind down

along this roadmap of sighs and

too short goodbyes

arriving just in time

to say

I was wrong

I am never leaving again

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fuji night

when you have

gone I feel the

emptiness as if a strong

wind took away the only shelter

that protected my eyes from

the burning sensation

and I know what a missing kind

feeling is and after

you go I am like a warm

pair of feet forced to walk

across the snow in order to advance

past this emotion of missing you

if I had shown you the

amount I wanted your affection

I would be afraid you may

want to run from my love

and I have seen you

slowly become happier and closer

to me

so my fears betray me

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firey

responces
that dance this hard
and sing this loudly
playing a
long and complicated
journey out
in our minds while slowly
falling into the realm of sleep
raised to make
a giant bonfire when
the whole castle needs a
good burning down session
destruction of
myself no longer an option
and I can say
I have regrets
but I will have
joyful inspirations as well
and nothing
will stop me now

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19

stand up

off your scene

and replace

the mind you thought you had

make a whole

realized description

of your shiny white moon

and shiny white room

the last thing

you get before you leave is

a kiss

and then the end

is made happy

by the lifting up

of a feeling

that lasts all day

and the clouds

remind you 

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