the door has closed

Posted on August 20, 2016 by jaybeasley2

THE DOOR HAS CLOSED

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seek

Posted on August 19, 2016 by jaybeasley2

The forest is haunted. But

All the spirits that have entered into

the trees and have joined forces with the

powers in the ground are no longer

pleased with the decisions of the people

who let the bad things occur around

here and if you are brave enough to

enter then you must know that nobody has

come back out alive. There is a very thin

line between bravery and craziness, and if

you enter that forest you are walking that line.

There is no defense for the horrors that

Await whomever is going into that dark wood.

 

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trist

Posted on August 19, 2016 by jaybeasley2

Making a classic move

To run, ruin and destroy

Across the years of a desperate fool

It must have felt so gratifying to you

To know how much you have

Crashed into this unforeseen future

While the sharks were circling in the wings

And only a few hundred ways to

Forget everything you though you knew before

There are three people around that

Make a choice and all of them are you

But when you can only get words

Dripping with meanness and sarcasm

You learn to raise up the shields

And be on your guard as often as possible

Because everyone

Has someone

But you can’t stop someone

Who needs no one

 

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apologies permanent

Posted on August 14, 2016 by jaybeasley2
after the summer passed
putting this important choice in my hands
on top of the world under a shower of glass
lifetimes lived in each and every month
opening up the eyes at the last possible second
giving the gift of time is the very best there is
including me in your life even if you do not remember
ending whatever faith i once had
silenced by gasping and long laughter
places i feel like we have definitely been before
effect of this moment digging up the past
roaring with the fury of being alive inside
moving around every second is a good motivation
after this, any other life will be less exciting
not that i look back on too many occasions in the first place
endure through today
nights are better anyway
take a taste
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waiting for devotion

Posted on August 13, 2016 by jaybeasley2
wishing that i had the chance to
arrive far away with lost time overtaken
introducing the evolution of becoming new
there in the air of a forgotten escape
including a pencil and a piece of paper
not forgetting those who
got me by in the most difficult of times
forgiving those who did wrong due to thier own trauma
organizing the future that is laid out over the ground
rocking the brain out of thinking too much
delighted that we could be this close anyway
elevated to a higher level of reasoning
vital as an excersize walk when it all becomes overwhelming
occasionally the story has no ending or
tales that have been told but ceace abruptly
if you can grasp change then do it
on the instances that you can’t, find out why
nothing is forever except love
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sympathy addresses

Posted on August 12, 2016 by jaybeasley2

So there is a giant struggle coming

Young and old and everyone in between

May no longer be on the sidelines

Pursue the rights of all individuals

And recognize that not everyone is on your side yet

They deserve all of the freedoms that

Happen in a just and fair society because we

Yearn for the same things

Across the country and around the world

Damaged souls are in every culture but the brightest stars

Do their best to fix the inner wounds of

Refugees and family members alike

Even as the realm of fighting

Slowly becomes smaller and more personal

Shifting the countries and cities right outside our front doors

Effort to assist shows if you are even a honorable decent being

Some evil lives in hearts with no empathy

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cruel compliments arrive

Posted on August 11, 2016 by jaybeasley2
coming back to the
roasting warm house and needing to
use the rest of the evening to come down
every time i see your car there is
like a gift i want every birthday and christmas too
can not think of a time i felt
on top of the world when you embrace me
may the truth of your ability to get through
pain and pleasure and come out even stronger
little plants across the room and beside us
in the window the trees are waving like
many hands of people departing on a ship
earning each kiss by what you say i did right
notes that a bird sings echo all around
then awaken me from my silent repose
start to constantly be on the move
after all, the list of things to do is written and
right now i have the energy to proceed
ready to accomplish everything quickly
introducing the indication of not just sitting still
very calm, very patient, but still need a road
even just thinking of you helps right now
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constant doubting returns

Posted on August 10, 2016 by jaybeasley2
can you imagine?
over and over it keeps returning,
needless as can be and painful sometimes,
so where does this even come from and
these thoughts that come with it are unsettling,
aching soul,
nurtured by a twisted tree of
times that would be better of forgotten,
during the night things just get worse but
owning your own hurt is just one of life’s lessons,
using it to drive you is not a common motivation,
because moving on and not remembering is so much easier,
those who have fallen know how simple it is,
intensity is just a word to some types yet somehow,
not to the ones who recognized it the very least,
getting burned by the flame is different for those who lit it,
right when i want to live,
everything wants me to die,
the fly only gets 24 hours and still finds a
usefull thing to do,
rolling over the highs and lows of the seasons
never have been so aware of how thankful i should be
smile through it all and you will live longer…
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affection withdrawn

Posted on August 9, 2016 by jaybeasley2
after last night i will
face what i have to in order to be
found after so many years lost
evidence to the amount of the effort i have been putting in
coming in the form of final relaxation
only that true security can deliver
inside my chest something yearns deeply
on occasion aching for the closeness i
need and know i must have
when i feel happiest i feel love
introducing myself to the idea of independence in life
then taking that floor out from under my feet
having to accomplish the deeds of the day and
doing my best to clean up each evening’s feelings
reading these energies when
arriving back in my body each time
when you embrace me
night has become so much better than anything
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living empowered

Posted on August 4, 2016 by jaybeasley2

Life can show you many lessons

If you can accept everything that happens as

Vital components of what each detail can show you

Introduce the idea of simplicity in each choice

Nobody should change how you approach your existence

Getting your being aligned how you need it is vital

Each person has their own approach and

Making reality manageable is a private definition

Perceived by all creatures in their own soul’s dictionary

Only the mind will recognize its path when it needs to

When a spirit collects the wisdom it owns

Even the tough times bring it out of the place where it hides

Rich metaphorical books full of our history and environment are

Ending by showing the current storms in our society

Days of terror are awful but will just make strong souls come together

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