Author Archives: jaybeasley2

suprises come from where you never were, increasing your first fears and making each day like a tense conversation, playing upon your anxiety like a used steel drum yet letting the true relaxation sneak away into the sunset, escaping like … Continue reading →

the desire to destroy must be so strong in the ignorant people who cannot understand the full amount of intricate facets in the surface of life’s jewel and if something is different from the place you are coming from it … Continue reading →

My girlfriend has the attention span of a toddler. Heart of a lion. Soul of a fire breathing death dealing dragon. Mind of a teenager…

conflict is the feed of the week only showing its head when party has decided it is hungry yelling opinion gushes like water interring the fuel of an evil soul’s cactus not a single night goes by that you shouldn’t … Continue reading →

as the final days approach little signs of life are flickering in the bits of time and the very obvious symbols that are recognized extreme actions are so esily impaired when coming to the conclusion that only the most severe … Continue reading →

moon shine shifting rays, off among the clouds, opening a new door, new doors cold as they usually are, like eyes closed exploring space, getting the sun and snow moods. having no distractions after the time you have to suffer … Continue reading →

completed as a last ditch effort like still breathing but trying to confirm a time of death and being as broken as possible but still expected to attain efforts in a normal life yet as long as you can fool … Continue reading →

tonight cannot arrive soon enough, only the clock is moving slow right now and the preparations still are made; that, right there, should be enough to ease the pain, unbelievable amount of discomfort which returns each morning after what rest … Continue reading →

perspective can be the option between living something fulfilling, and suffering the day, long with fools and distractions, should it happen to you then you realize, in each of us is the ability to blank out that negativity that modern … Continue reading →

pleasing no one, I ghosted away, releasing myself into the night and enduring the company that midnight air provides, for now just throw your pride away and end every night gratefull for the next day but really do not know … Continue reading →