the leaves fell dead,

real blue missing from the sky,

flowers all gone,

and you are not here,

if there was a gift,

it was a bright light

that shone on

the way that day started,

where I cared about everything,

about all that I could see,

all people,

all the important thoughts

and philosophies which could be

a significant change,

or a piece that made a different

mind set happen,

like a very bad place that

which had been around for so long ,

when you have a need to see

and a need to be,

you can just sense it,

after all,

I knew when to face a dead end

and that is what had happened,

if a good timing

had not occurred

then I

would not be here