I don’t deserve to live

I don’t deserve to die

I don’t deserve to feel

I don’t deserve a last meal

I don’t deserve a life

I don’t deserve a good wife

I don’t deserve to

live through my struggle

I don’t deserve a bottle

I don’t deserve to rightly see

I don’t deserve to even be

I don’t deserve to have a heart

I don’t deserve to have my

heart torn completely apart

I don’t deserve to observe my soul

I don’t know how I lost control

I don’t deserve to have

less painful paws

I don’t deserve to be less

punished for my bloody claws

I don’t deserve to hear

a full priest earful

I don’t deserve to

have an angel

but I am here