after all

why not choose to smile

the sun is out but I can see my breath

the wind kicked up

the snow is coming down

there are no people out

and there is no

good reason to go outside

someone in my family died last week

the plants are all bent

the sky is Grey

someone I used to be good friends with

was shot last week and

she will live yet

the numb feeling is not the same

when the cold hits my face

and I am tired

I am sad

I am sore

I do not know anymore

where I was before

doing the same old thing is

not for me today

I gave up trying anyways

so I will just go back to bed

and try and forget

today even happened