confined within the cave i made,
only my own thoughts arrive to greet me,
making me think in circles again and again,
might struggle under my own inconsistencies,
up untill my confinement i have not
needed to see the level of my own sanity,
if anyone existed who cared i would
tell them the story and know what to say,
yellow fire light is the only valued companion,
don’t think i should open my mouth to talk ever again,
eradicate my need to be social like killing a fly,
complete the closing of a cage for all time,
empty the motivation and get used to solo company,
after another month goes by who knows,
some night it just feels like anything goes,
eventually i found you and the story came true,
doing everything i can just to please you
jaybeasley2 