some of the moments today
end with me shaking off the blues,
coming back into a serious alignment and
until I get straightened back out it could
really be a difficult day to dismay,
every reason to be glad comes back
to me where i picture five hours from now,
entering the house and finally settling down,
made more food just to
near something warm, yet
escalate the calm while defusing the heat,
reminding myself to be constantly brave and grateful,
maybe i can talk and just let it all open up or
even if there is no light we can still touch and converse,
nearly dawn and we are all awake,
tasty bites of a suffocating world
