effort put forth when it gets you nowhere
might be a good example on this occasion
of all the feelings that come along with being
treated like something is more important than i predicted
if i was looking for a reason to seek another life
or even saw how i was treated from an outsiders perspective
now i have eyes that are more open and i am
allowing myself to do what makes me feel warm
letting my emotions happen is sort of like
each day is an experience unlike the one before it
making a home place or a loving feeling like a memory
equipped to search but waiting for the
right moment to
get ahold of this emabrace that apparently
exists in so many peoples mind but not my own
nowadays my very own thought process traps me
cornered inside my open minded exploration
you brought me up to your heaven
jaybeasley2 