late night conflict

Posted on April 21, 2017 by jaybeasley2
letting the door stay open a second
as we kiss
then close up and begin the warmth
easing into the most relaxing time possible
nobody could disrupt our laziness tonight
it could be hours before we stand up again
growing more and more glad and
happy in our overwhelming not-tired sleepiness
talking with movements more than any words
connected like being each other’s power charge cord
optically we are locked in to the system and i will
never forget what you told me on christmas
from now until i get my last breath
let me never take any of this for granted
if i can i will be by your side
coursing through the veins of pure existence
tasting the time together
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hot tea bath time

Posted on April 20, 2017 by jaybeasley2
how does this even occur like that
opportunity which collects our heat together as if
times when you wanted me so close
that i can practically taste the smell of you
empty bottles are all over the shiny floor
after the moon comes up we may go get more
but in the meantime kiss me
and make me forget what year it even is
take away all the grief i made friends with when
hope has jumped out the window but
time happens to make
intimate moments like cake everybody wants
maybe we could just curl up on the floor
end the minor disagreements cold has with us
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thirty month puzzle

Posted on April 19, 2017 by jaybeasley2
today was just like the beginning
happy to be racing home to you as fast as i can
in time to swoop you up and
ready ourselves for another fun night yet
tonight is way off in the future waiting for
you to lay it out in front of you and
make it all your own
only the storm can see your actions now
not that we have ever needed anyone’s company
tough thoughts which see
happiness coming around every corner
placing your hand in mine electrifying my
underlying desire to do things to please you
zipping in and out of pausing times with
zero chance of
letting everything be left alone until
each piece of this day is ready
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pain and romance

Posted on April 18, 2017 by jaybeasley2
part of me is so used to discomfort
and heartbreak is my most familiar pain
in the company of people sufferig through thier days
nightly questions that the moon will ponder
after we have chosen to greet the sunrise
nothing is as comforting as your arms
drooped around my neck
right when the perfect song comes on
only you can give me the true reassurance
making me stop thinking of depression and death
and at least get a good feeling to happen
not one time have i felt like you were
coming from far away to find me
every time we embrace i feel we were not apart
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digesting blame

Posted on April 17, 2017 by jaybeasley2
don’t say another word
it isn’t time to be that honest
give me enough reason to continue right now
every part of my body is screaming to run yet
staying is my only option again in this
temperamental period of life
instinct creeps in around the edges of my thoughts
needing to let me know how painful all this is
gripping the connected meeting of life and love
burning a hole in my awareness and memory
letting me get a moment
awake and still dreaming
making up my mind
each day is now mine to waste with you
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culmination

Posted on April 16, 2017 by jaybeasley2
while i talk
your direction and make as good a try
as i can do just like you don’t see through
after the hard times passed and we
make it to the other side together
across many of a collected cheese, chips,
and forgotten juices, mixers, and loud songs;
as if a hot day and a cold drink when
your thoughts culminate in friends
coming to gaze at the very same table
that we made as all corrected faces
compose themselves as a better year
when we have to forgotten each other
and almost feeling the branches grow
on each other all together all in a row
just go ahead and
put out there
what it is that you know
because we got a whole future getting ready to flow
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make it

Posted on April 15, 2017 by jaybeasley2
every day is a test
every life has its challenges
when you have come back to a
set of circumstances that you recognize
you can have belief that you will perservere
because you have learned much since
you have been here before
and the road is not the only thing that
has been run over before
you have strength even if you do not feel it sometimes
you have abilities even if you do not feel like it
find your best way to recharge your battery
and never forget
you are the connection to the energy flow
and always remember
there are people you inspire
even if you do not know it
and the tallest tree in the forest may be power
yet was once a tiny seed
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insistence

Posted on April 14, 2017 by jaybeasley2
after the “once upon a time” you dreamt
up while we were or weren’t here again
but now onto a mountain you grow slow groove like
maybe you knew you were or weren’t supposed to
be coming
over the times listed the person and where they
were meant to go and be
whenever a modern likeness has
shown you whereupon the elevator was and
“only” was a word we endured as well as “should”
on the roof in the basement or out by a park
not a single time we went out and i doubt you
of an often leaning tower of
meaning to be there or a
should have, could have, would have
type of late night free style
that gets there
but then
beware, beware, beware
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just keep explaining

Posted on April 13, 2017 by jaybeasley2
juniper and tomatoes around the corner
using every bit that you can
sometimes, someone that you want is like
testing itch that
keeps on reminding you that it is there
even you scratched it as well as you may
even if you went so far as to ignore the
pain and scraped so hard along the way
extreme as the layer of flesh that
x-rays or ultra violet pictures show you
pierced or claw off ’till there was a
little tiny bit of fleeing blood sprout
approaching bright red becoming maroon
inside yesterdays precious cocoon while we are
never hesitating to make everything new
in time you will want me like i want you
never have i cared as much for the dawn next to someone
get my mind on what really matters
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faced wishlist

Posted on April 12, 2017 by jaybeasley2
faces reflected in the glass
after all of the returned inner frustration
coming up from the ocean sized forest
even when you know how to proceed
doing a favor to your future self
when you leave home you always look twice
in the mirror to make sure you
see what you think you seek into forever
having a complete plan
like i knew where we wanted to be once again
if we ate there once we would go ten times so then
seek that final cost that we can ask for
taste this happy future if you come back where you were
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