frantic determined

Posted on June 25, 2017 by jaybeasley2
from the moment we first met i knew
right now i would give anything to have you near
as soon as i say something i want to take it back
normally i would go for a walk right about now
there were times when it was the only thing
in the world that would make me feel better
can not even talk about it yet but
do know why i am having so much trouble
every single stress is related to letting go
take a quick taste before you throw the rest away
exit the reason to give everything and get nothing
reveal the corrections you feel i need
maybe i will be good enough for you
impacted by how many times you have been driven crazy
nobody cares for you the way that i do
enduring anything i have to do to make it home to you
don’t ever forget how much i adore you
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eventual agreement

Posted on June 24, 2017 by jaybeasley2
each sunset i am
very glad that somehow i have
ended this doubt
needed to be needed
torn between the places you love the most
unusual times that keep being hidden
as the motivation for reasons to stay here
like thoughts that are little birds waiting to arrive
after a long journey over many
giant collections of geological formations
riding the currents like surfing waves
enduring the change in energies by the hour
empty the mind of all leftover baggage
maybe lightning can strike twice
evil does not live here any longer
not one person shows me who i am like you
take me with you when you go
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spiritual support

Posted on June 23, 2017 by jaybeasley2
some of the things that we experience each day
play a role in how much we enjoy
interesting things that jump inside our brain
run the trail back to where you and i began
introducing to some energies young but wise
the idea that everything symbolizes something
usually is not realized by the small minds
after enough time underground you don’t know
lean into the wind if you go out
suprise yourself by being braver than you are
unless this is a catch-up-on-sleep weekend
perhaps followed by a relaxing
piece of time where peacefullness falls
on you and me and the dog makes three
roasting all night because you like it
then almost making it ’till dawn
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reminded thinking

Posted on June 21, 2017 by jaybeasley2
rind of an orange reminds me of every moment
effort must be expended to not waste the day
must the weather even know what you want
in time the heat is not so bad
nocturnal living also happens all summer
during the storms the outside wants company
enduring whatever the horizon throws at you
don’t want to be without you but
there may not be a choice in that tonight
however it is that we found each other
if i could change anything i would kiss you more
never leave the house without giving you a hug
keeping the attitude in check this time
if i wanted to i know i could run to you
nevertheless, i am dreaming of you while awake
get back through those doors and i will jump up to you
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very quick introduction

Posted on June 20, 2017 by jaybeasley2
venting as you rush out the door
every part is aching to escape
racing to the car and over the hill
yearning to be hand in hand with you as
quietness joins up with the road
unusual futures are getting ready for us all
impatience has given up trying to effect
calm moments bring you to tension relief
keeping the heart pure for this reason
inspect every little element of a soul so pretty
nearby the wind is giving some signals
tasting the passion
ride the highway while singing to yourself
on the tip of my tongue is your name
doing a quick little re-assessment
until a sunset comes
cooling you off is just the cloud’s job
these song lyrics are so perfect
i want you kissing me more than i want food or sleep
ours is a specific understanding
nobody raises my spirits like your mind
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great ownership

Posted on June 17, 2017 by jaybeasley2
getting on the hardest adventure
riddled with reasons to keep going
even when you doubt how to still be here
after the start of this new season of life
things look better and brighter and not
only the moment right before sleep is the best
when this month is done the energies rumble
next week should take its time arriving
ears that don’t hear after a certain hour with
recieved requests to connect only to you
sustained over a valley of being drawn in different diections
having to make, need, rush, persue, play and pry
it was a person i like and respect who said
place the ability to keep working, producing and creating in me
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waiting movement

Posted on June 16, 2017 by jaybeasley2
when i saw you here i
awoke from where i was
it reminded me of where i hoped
that i could be if all the stars
in line ganged up which shone upon each other
now that i telephone call it is odd
give me just one more chance to
make every word count
only this month is
vitally important to my next actions
empty my pockets
make my year special
ease my mind
never trouble my soul
take me home
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storytime prose

Posted on June 14, 2017 by jaybeasley2
when she wakes there is still a monster
and she has slain so many enemies she has
but this one is so comfortable she is suprised and says
who do you think you are because this land is my mind
and heart and body and i rule this now
more than i ever have!  and the beast laughed and said i shall conquor you easier than ever because you dont know your weakness;she scowled and thought and he grew ten times bigger
while laughing and saying i have now got you in my palm
as his hand crushed around her
she screamed and shouted enough!
after fighting all this time someone else,
i shall destroy you!
and she used her sword to cut and hack and
recieved bruises as she cursed and yelled
the terror said, you are through! as her ribcage crushed
she sighed in pain and said ‘thank you’
then the monster yelped with agony and said arghh!
how could you know that i am your weaknesses?
and shrunk half the size after that she replied
i thank you for showing me my demons,
and he grunted with hurt as he was her size now and
he said, how? but she was already speaking
saying now i will ask my friends for help with these self-
doubts and these wounds and the beast curled up
with pain and scowled how?
and she replied, and at this moment i will ask every friend for thier advice and support and lean on them even though i may not feel i need thier help, and he then was lowered to knee
level and said ‘somehow…somehow you knew. your reaching out for the help you didn’t think you needed was saving a person from the demon they had and your asking for assistance from that person saved them from the self-
hatred that was haunting them and by thanking someone for being there you may have rescued them from depression.
and thus was she saved by asking, and as her private demon
died her eyes were opened just like the layers of the walls she had built up around herself over the years…
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triple endure

Posted on June 11, 2017 by jaybeasley2
taking a moment to recognize that i am
really alive now that i am whom i was meant to be
in time i have to make up for mistakes
pleased that i made that inroad back to sanity
like a great dark cloud that no longer blocks the sun
empty eyes that now understand staying with beliefs
end the questioning of every other person’s opinions
now let people know your positive energies are coming
directed at the troubles and trials that they have
under the attacks a strong wall of friendship is built
right now the most needed thing is knowing
everything you do you have people with faith in you
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state of mind

Posted on June 10, 2017 by jaybeasley2

Seeing the sun pop up
Taming the night thought
As a wind shakes the branches
Taking the first cup out for
Every next sip in life will be valued greatly…
Off in the distance a rumble of engine starts
From this moment forward
Making the hours really count
In this part of the season we have reason
Now reconnecting with people across burnt bridges
Don’t ever doubt that i am here for you again

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