confused authority

Posted on July 1, 2018 by jaybeasley2
captured on the edge of nowhere
organizing thoughts before opening eyes
needing some silence before
fuelling the engine up
using this moment to race out from the
starting line
endure this rage while going forth
downtown is the racetrack today
again it is this hour that counts
underneath the shirt i am feverish hot
tipping the scales in favor of that underdog
had enough energy to keep accelerating
only we have enough energy to work and still doubt
request a less complicated minute
insert yourself to a better atmosphere
trace back your steps
you can always start over
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extremely pleasant

Posted on June 28, 2018 by jaybeasley2
enter the night instead of let it arrive
xylophone playing like a music box haunting
terrorized by loss and seeking revenge
raiding the and to see where to be
eventually put underneath the soil again
mighty long time since anyone cared
exit the door to the heart and lock it behind you
like making a painting just to paint over ir or
yelling at yourself alone in a car
playing bad cop when you are good cop also
letting your hair down
ending each day by not taking advantage of anything
attempt to do things worth
someone bothering to care about
answering al your questions with even more questions
now dont think too much
thinking is what started problems in the first place
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terror systematically

Posted on June 27, 2018 by jaybeasley2
there are ways we hide
every day deep inside
running from the recent past
roaring through the times that last
only tempted to find the best way
ready to wrap my brain around another day
somewhere waits for me
your arms and a welcoming kiss
so concentrate on that finish line twist
there is still the second half of the week
enduring what i have to for the goal i seek
may be even trying a style i dont often see
after all i am not much into monotony
tedium leads to dreariness i feel
incredible life that seems almost unreal
calling out from under
a tree that provides its own thunder
like a poem dedicated to you
let each day go through what it goes to
you are the only best version of you
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sense

Posted on June 26, 2018 by jaybeasley2
capture a quick step
and remember to pay attention
to the activity given to you and
the appeal to what makes you join
the struggle to begin with
because there is a very thin line
between who you are now and
who you might have become
and the more of that you are
it can only show
what you should have been aware of
all this time anyways
and the wisest lessons can be learned
just like the harshest words
but the need to achieve depends on you
where you are now and
where you wish to get to
who sees you on another level
and who is above you and who is beneath you
how deep and dark are your stories
and are they all true
what dirt did you grow up from
and what did it do to you?
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some sample question

Posted on June 24, 2018 by jaybeasley2
slightly different than normal, the
ocean of desire is playing storm,
murky waters and swirling directions,
eventually rushing to a crashing crush,
slamming the grouped momentum around,
and no boat is allowed to intercede,
might have been like a
port authority of your heart,
letting the mind plead for more time,
even this storm seems peacefull like a sleeping lion,
questions that only apply if empathy exists
under the dankest depths hidden like a mermaids castle,
even the skin wants to peel off and walk away,
select moments seem just like a painting,
tempest almost as if a furious stirring stew,
infused with the
orange and blue lightning curls,
nobody predicts perfecty spiritual weather
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does it matter

Posted on June 24, 2018 by jaybeasley2
there are a million reasons that
can be found for avoiding doing what
should be done,
but if you get it in
your direction to do what is right, and
know your path
is correct when you might as well
just accept that you want to feel good,
that comes along with doing the right
thing as well as it helps you begin to have
the ability to tell if you are staying in many
of the boundries and then you know that none
of the options around you can stop you unless
your let them, and if staying strong in your
own values is that difficult then do not hesitate
to do what you have to
in order to toughen up and
grab on to those ideals
like a tree in a hurricane
and do not ever think that you
can let go,
you are bound together
permanently like a fire and a house
(giving each other damage)
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charged firewalls

Posted on June 23, 2018 by jaybeasley2
come along and lets
have a chance to hope and dream,
arrive where you never
realize a negative moment ever again,
grow into the glad shell you
enveloped around your desired future,
drive the vehicle of your ambition and
find those very distinct spiritual motivations
inside the knowledge base that has
revolutionized how you think of all humanity,
effort is now fuelled by undeniable energy,
welcomed by the experiences of the soul,
always looking for a way to stand on the past,
like a giant tree that comes from a tiny seed,
live how you always wanted,
stay driven to succeed
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passing attention

Posted on June 23, 2018 by jaybeasley2
passing away is not an option and
allowing negative thoughts is not accepted,
some of the dreams you had will fly away,
some will stay and haunt you every day,
if you keep on trying then you will not fail,
nobody can stop you except yourself,
got to aim for the moon of you want to land on the roof
after all,
giving up the fight is like you never cared in the 1st place
taking back mean things did not
ever work and it won’t work now
unless you really believe what you say and do
terrific times can come to you if you will it
introduce your heart to your minds inner eye
orange lips glowing like fire from your soul
narrow blue iris staring at red rock horizon
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replace morning time

Posted on June 21, 2018 by jaybeasley2
roasting in the sun
empty stomach and blurry eyes
patience will help the concentration rise
light bouncing off silver shine on all sides
among the
confined choices from which to
empathize a condition you dont want to have
made to deal with the very
orderly calmness before the storm like the
really disarming silence as the panic sets in
nothing surprises like when the earthquake hits
it is jumpy when the earth has to shudder awake
narrow windows like the tightrope walk
getting the blood flowing
torn between the future and the past
if i made your life better thats all that counts
maybe a heart that big has its own countries yet
even those borders are not permanent
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incomplete talks

Posted on June 20, 2018 by jaybeasley2
if it was
not such a surprise, i
could have been here before and on
occasion i think about how i was here long ago
many moons were spent looking upwards
piecing together the collective unconscious
like universal philosophy
exactly mirrored in a dark bowl of soup
times when the night actually keeps you awake
every moment you open your eyes the
tension rises and the
arrival begins of the thousand mile stare
looking as if a marathon has started or
keeping concentration like a cross-country pilot
stay solid in where you are aiming
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