static correction

Posted on March 6, 2019 by jaybeasley2
staying the course and being
taken to the bull’s eye in the middle of the target
and confirm where this year needs to end up at
tension relief coming in the form of quiet
inside the mind little secret codes
complications sometimes designed by the brain
clearing the way for a reduction of frustration
only you can
really manipulate like good deal appreciation
remain inside the one-way dead-end street
exit stage left like a shakespeare ghost
coming up with no excuses as if a drill going deep down
the good news is each day is getting better
if i could i would send you vibes every day
on the occasion of our convergence
nothing like life’s beautiful delicious sweet sorrow
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determining person

Posted on March 3, 2019 by jaybeasley2
drifting away
even when i am standing right here,
the weightlessness of my limbs keeps crawling,
eager to close, my eyes struggle to stay open,
roasting yet cold, the organs begin slowing and
minutes go by before i feel my heart beat again,
if i don’t concentrate on breathing i may be
not continuing to do it very much longer,
if there are sounds it seems so far away and
no feeling on my skin even though i wear clothing,
getting cold water in my mouth as if a brand new experience,
playing games in my sight as sleep digs in the claws,
either moving a bit slow or twitchy faster than usual,
reporting nerves are shifty like a barely connected phone line,
seems everything is heavier and
only the light is getting through and i don’t want it to,
now my only goal is to return to you
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worry incineration

Posted on March 2, 2019 by jaybeasley2
when you finally see the person you want to be,
originally it can be a little daunting,
really concentrate and just don’t lose focus,
ready to ignore any person who won’t support it,
you now that some days you feel
it stronger than you do others,
nevermind the doubt just treat it like
clouds that will pass even if there is a storm in them,
inside ever mind is some demons that need slaying,
now just pull a fist full of fire from your heart and
end every night by planning tomorrows battle,
rotate through whatever tools you have to help you,
actions, thoughts, and communication,
then focus them like a lazer in the right direction,
if i picture a future with you in it
opening up to the possibilities i can dominate,
nothing fuels me like your passion
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freedom captured again

Posted on March 2, 2019 by jaybeasley2
from now on fear is not a friend
ready to completely begin against
every doubt that raises its head
effort making me feel empty and
dead like my favorite tree again
only this time i feel it deep deep inside
my heart might as well not be beating and
compliments can sometimes be silence
absolute change as slow as photosynthesis
place the final day on that plan and
take the steps to be that far
under the radar but under this moon
roasting in the fire of my own demise
enduring the heat to beat the race
down to the finish line like so many things in life
around the edge of the street
gaining pace on your desires
after all you are my belief
in time i will be near you always
now i can give you my everything
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believe nothing

Posted on March 1, 2019 by jaybeasley2
better than the effects of
every last night are these
lasting impacts of each new next morning
internal conversations are
evidentially far less confusing and
vital to remaining aware and solid in the goals
expressing the intentions of an unavailable apology
now the biggest change is in the challenge and
opportunity is only in the occasion
treat each one as the gift it is and
head to the place you were aiming
in time i will beat back the storm
now that i cannot be stopped
got to show what i can do
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personality deletion

Posted on February 27, 2019 by jaybeasley2
punishing myself for my days,
each one a memory that still has an ache,
riddled with moments that seem unreal,
so unbelievable but just like a fact,
on the page of a scientific textbook,
naming eager components to an element,
as if my bad hours were mere
lights from christmas on a house that is on fire,
intimate as if two people sharing one blanket,
tomorrow always seems a few minutes away,
you know this,
delicious as each minute is,
every time you see a face,
like a painting about
empty frames and unframed paintings
take the best that you can conjour out,
it is going to be the year of realization,
only the undefinable positivity is what you need,
now is the new beginning
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privacy aware-able

Posted on February 25, 2019 by jaybeasley2
permission is no longer
required when the fun gets up and running
into the night like a hunter after prey
vital components to the
activity which is required this evening
coming in ever closer to the
yellow candles and big white moon
as reflected down from those
white lines separating the shadows
across the stillness of a midnight smile
riding the feeling like a new year’s day and
eager to no longer suffer the idiocy of Little minds
apply the change to a way of living
beneath this same sky as everyone else
like an animal first learning to fly
every time i look in your eyes
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copying getaways

Posted on February 23, 2019 by jaybeasley2
carrying with me the
observed pieces that have
played with my mind and hounded me
yelling in my ear and ruining my silence
insured that peace is just a dream away
nestled in the complicated
games my mind is always playing with itself
getting distracted from the pain which pursued
every good intention i was born with
taxed beyond my desire to remain
alert and aware but somehow not really here
when the temperature change is like a stranger
always entering just to make others leave
yours and my tricks almost hiding up my sleeve
should know better than to hurry through time
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less informational

Posted on February 22, 2019 by jaybeasley2
letting go of the complicated pressures
emanating from the
system built into the foundation of society
selected the obvious way that
if you didn’t know better you would think the same
nine out of ten times you wouldn’t be surprised
furious winds that pursue the horizon
only thing racing away from the sunset
red like the blood from a cut
multiple tracers of the same pictured destination
across the clouds a fractured rainbow
tinted by a prism of frosty window
incredible closed-in cold sort of atmosphere
originated from as far north as you can go
now that is a totally different sort of freedom
as long as you are near it
lets me feel i can break any prison
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fireplace year

Posted on February 20, 2019 by jaybeasley2
find the direction, says the wind!
placing the trophy on the windowsill
and making a spot for a plant in a pot
there is no better way to begin the year
he thought.
make a route, says the river!
a people so far from us
have known this for a long time
but after a few ways
make a brand new beginning.
create the song, says the voice!
once the song is sung
and the last notes have all come
to a conclusion of a last desperate
realm of completion.
make a new experience, says the day!
and i remember the litle story
about how, this one time…
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