jaybeasley2

meaning of a word can be fluid
elements that combine to exhume
notes from the instruments of night
test the waters after you jump right in
among a few good moments the rot can linger
like a friend who doesn’t know how to be nice
prepare yourself for people like this in life
reeking gardens can sometimes mean good things
only the fresh air heals you tonight
getting out and growling around town
reading way too far into everything again
each pair of eyes reveal far too much this time
staying positive and remaining strong
sunset brings hope and sunset brings relief
in a short time
on the grass or out by the front of
nearby places where the neighborhood laughs

making time to take care of thoughts that won’t
end no matter how much reasoning I do
now I need to get this stress gone
the way that can bring some kind of peace of mind
although I thought I knew what was going on
loneness is not the biggest fear that i have
enter each day like it is the most important one yet
my questions will have to be worded just right
effort must be made to convert the direction
righting the course which is not on the way
growing more as if a plant that is accelerated
end to a brand new way of thinking
needing this break from so many habits
coming from a different future I saw before
you are the beginning of the years I wanted