constant doubting returns

can you imagine?
over and over it keeps returning,
needless as can be and painful sometimes,
so where does this even come from and
these thoughts that come with it are unsettling,
aching soul,
nurtured by a twisted tree of
times that would be better of forgotten,
during the night things just get worse but
owning your own hurt is just one of life’s lessons,
using it to drive you is not a common motivation,
because moving on and not remembering is so much easier,
those who have fallen know how simple it is,
intensity is just a word to some types yet somehow,
not to the ones who recognized it the very least,
getting burned by the flame is different for those who lit it,
right when i want to live,
everything wants me to die,
the fly only gets 24 hours and still finds a
usefull thing to do,
rolling over the highs and lows of the seasons
never have been so aware of how thankful i should be
smile through it all and you will live longer
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affection withdrawn

after last night i will
face what i have to in order to be
found after so many years lost
evidence to the amount of the effort i have been putting in
coming in the form of final relaxation
only that true security can deliver
inside my chest something yearns deeply
on occasion aching for the closeness i
need and know i must have
when i feel happiest i feel love
introducing myself to the idea of independence in life
then taking that floor out from under my feet
having to accomplish the deeds of the day and
doing my best to clean up each evening’s feelings
reading these energies when
arriving back in my body each time
when you embrace me
night has become so much better than anything
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living empowered

Life can show you many lessons

If you can accept everything that happens as

Vital components of what each detail can show you

Introduce the idea of simplicity in each choice

Nobody should change how you approach your existence

Getting your being aligned how you need it is vital

Each person has their own approach and

Making reality manageable is a private definition

Perceived by all creatures in their own soul’s dictionary

Only the mind will recognize its path when it needs to

When a spirit collects the wisdom it owns

Even the tough times bring it out of the place where it hides

Rich metaphorical books full of our history and environment are

Ending by showing the current storms in our society

Days of terror are awful but will just make strong souls come together

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requesting intimacy

Realizing the value of time

Each of these hours seems made of suffering

Quickly changing this arranged social agreement

Utilizing every strength that is possessed

Evoking the drive needed to keep pushing on

So no weather or person will stop this

Touring the destination before the arrival even happens

Introduce freedom back into the thinking

Needing only to keep going and breathing

Giant pauses between moments of

Incredible determination

No faith or trust will be built without that

Tested by the strong walls that must be overcome

In time

Many problems have been handled and we have succeeded

After what has happened, the attitude resurfaced

Customarily accepted tell-tale signs

Young minds are the reason change should get going

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practically there now

place the heart within my hands
red times we have used to bring us together
after this many years i can wait a few more
can you see how this weighs on me?
turn your face to me so i can see you speak
introduce a thing called affection into your life
come to terms with passion
allow yourself to finally feel deeply and show it
let all the little roadblocks go
like flower petals into a quick stream
you know that i am waiting for exactly that moment
then i can finnally act like i need to
hoping to be secure in something that is permanent
even though nothing is truely forever
right this second it seems like tomorrow will never come
entire lifetimes have passed since this time last year
not that you have noticed the evolution
of a flying desolate  soul who meets a fierce spirit
when the love cannot be turned off
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unify compassion

unify

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top of the valley

Toasting a drink made of the minds of the brave

Happiness that died right on this spot

Extremely aware of all the hopes that perished here

The journey that leads so many to face this conclusion

One day seeing clearer than has ever been possible

Perhaps the wisdom in the blood has arrived

Of course we poured too much of our heart into it

From the red hands to the person who was

Taking all that was going to be offered

Humanity can make any tough delivery easier but

Easy is not the way people usually chose to do things

Voices showing discomfort like a violin played very sad

Among the ways our worlds are burning themselves

Learning in the most painful direction time after time

Let us learn how to join together to become stronger

Eventually we can defeat this hate

Young ones must grow up in a better environment of hope

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new feel

Feeling the shifts-I know you are too.

It can be a tricky situation- seeing ourselves so deeply.

I’ve been struggling with my shadow- I know you have been too.

We are being called to heal ourselves, and eachother.

To raise the collective vibration and become whole- Light & Dark dancing together under the Sky.

I Feel you- soul brothers & sisters.

Nuture yourselves, be kind in the moments of revelation.

she will help you heal.

Release all your self judgments.

Prepare to shift, and rise to the occasion of the new world arriving

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prosperity planning

placed on the top of the day
realizing this luck that pours out of me
on the occasion that I see my reality
some of which is almost hard to believe
peeking through your fingers I can
even tell you are smiling through those hands
reading into everything that appears
isn’t it so true there are no coincidences
tasting every day like the best dish you ever cooked for
yourself when you wanted to
part of me will always be
laying right here in the branch of this beach tree
across the clouds lazy birds glide
needing to get a
night light feel into my mind
interested in losing the ability to think this evening
not that anything really helps me except your touch
going to find out how much I have fallen for you

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prevent pretending

purpose has grasped the new month
reminded of all things hopeful and green
equal time spent talking and sighing
very little timid actions taken anymore
every minute counts at this particular point in life
not that i have little concern for the vaue
that comes with what hasn’t been learned in the past
people protest because there are people who don’t know why people protest
riddles of what is truely unjust and what is real
entirely unbelieveable as the greed of a politician
tasteless as a lawyer’s private comments
evil men with money are as common as air
nowadays the unusual thing is a nice kind person
doing the best they can to help other people
including even the smallest need
nobody even deserves to be unaddressed
good souls know how to find and fight for each other
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