who could tell me the

place I was at this time

yesterday and how could

I have this many scars

Without knowing where and

how I got them but where

the places I am sore and

aching are spots I did not

know I could have found

a way to hurt there and I

had placed a large wall

around my heart yet that has

now got a huge wound too

because I have now gotten personal permission to seek out

the brand new ways to cause

these pains which I only

permanently hoped to

do to myself when

I have become

The greatest

destruction in

human form