do what you know you have to so get there
right now,
overhead there is a source of light,
penetrating this darkness,
framing a lost direction,
off in a color entirely suprising and
optimal in motivation and energy given,
testing the boundaries of
normally recognized endurance like
a connection to a soul that is no longer around,
that can effect your activity of every kind,
it can not be allowed to impact
on your spirit enough to make you completely broken or bitter,
now is the time to change even harder
