underneath your words i see how much you miss me
now that i get the reason you don’t show
finding out how much it would hurt
unless the choice is making you see at last
let the months come back into you brain like when you
find your way home and you know deep
inside that you have never been there before
letting myself be hurt like a brick to the face
love is something i never should have tried for
even when i saw it coming i should have turned away
did not know how it felt to have my heart
taking my time learning the painfull lessons
right when i thought it would be the best year
up until you made it clear that you need less of
that distance from human contact than i need and as of this day i
have to barely ask to recieve it
jaybeasley2 