today the coming to terms has been
had even if i didn’t know it at the time
across the hours it sunk in and
nobody not even me saw it arrive
knowing it in advance would have
slowly changed my life in a different direction
for now i have to face the changes that
only i can develop here in the light of the world
reminding myself of the good sharing
that i often like to share with people who need it
helping others was something i did
even in the most difficult of times
arranging my existence around other peoples desires yet
shifting in the way i need in order to achive
so many of these goals push my forward like wind
include me in your life and i will deliver passion
sorry but i do also need to know that
the love that i am giving also needs to be returned
as the game gets harder and firey life gets shorter
not one minute should be wasted any longer
can you live life with dedicated action
especially when i am by your side you can
jaybeasley2 