slightly existing

Posted on July 12, 2018 by jaybeasley2
should a doubt rise up and begin to
let yourself find fault with anything,
if you concentrate you can crush that,
get out of where your negative thinking
has often shown you where you are broken in
two
like when you get out of that last relationship
you needed personality superglue
especially if you want to get back up and move on
x is the spot in your heart where the treasure is buried
if you know who you still are then you know what to do
should the end of your days arrive
then be sure you are not going to fall short
intensify the movement to existing goals and dreams
normal life is too boring for you anyways
going to bring you exuberance with every effort
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hopelessly comfortable

Posted on July 10, 2018 by jaybeasley2
having a piece of hidden sunshine
or ten minutes out of the rain,
probably helps most when
ending the day you have nowhere to go,
lending your love with nothing left to give,
exist just to remember what life is,
stay on top of those waves
show your heart and follow its lead,
like a final dinner and a last request,
your privacy has been long gone
coming from a neighborhood which has no home,
often the instinct is to not sit still,
making our days become nights
fighting the relaxation and getting
organized whether you like it or not,
right when the water hits the rock,
torn between a duchess and a noose,
as the answer is presented to you,
by a mountain, across the ocean, or right next door,
let your home be where comfort dwells,
every day near you is a great song
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a mistake secured

Posted on July 8, 2018 by jaybeasley2
across the room a
mighty release of the tension pent up
inside the mind over hours of
staying as even-keel as possible
touring the interior of my own little kingdom
among the final rays of the last days
kitchens are already preparing
every little morsel of a very long day
stays with you when you never had anything like it
evidence of a much harder time and place
cut from the ways that others avoid
under the radar of a final choice
roped into a donation of effort
ending friendships until thier evolution moves on
dedicated to what my heart concludes
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defined attachment

Posted on July 7, 2018 by jaybeasley2
do not pay attention,
each thing that could make moods go south,
fight the urge to give in,
introduce the common element to
new understanding of internal life,
evidence of a creeping need,
desires to feel actually wanted
are like a mountain trail you can never find again,
that only hides from you when you need it,
taking a test that you yourself invented,
after enough alone time everything becomes new,
capturing a thought becomes a challenge,
hate is only for the weak,
make the strength gather momentum,
each touch like a recharge of the battery
no friend can take the place of
the memories i have of us
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message freedoms

Posted on July 6, 2018 by jaybeasley2
move on to that next stage in
evolution rhythm you saw coming
sometimes it is easier than others
sunshine and moonglow will not
always be bad or good
greater than the pain is the
ever-present desire to rise again
final moments tend to be
remembered like a photograph on silver
enduring the memory loss of a thousand hour hands
ensure the contract to be permanent
dare to live by your own motivations
offer good vibes up to
mystic energies that want to say hello
stay true to your soul
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could perfection

Posted on July 4, 2018 by jaybeasley2
coming home to you is like some
ocean sized songs and a
undeniable painting made with clouds
little touches and sometimes a hug
dedicated smiles which bring lightness
perception playing around in the peripheral
exuberance which arrives again
really a brand new experience every time
free as a zoo with all the cages open
every touch is like a new electric stun
combine those with hidden
tests of the personal bubble combustion
if you didn’t know me then
only by trying can you know me now
nobody looks at me like you
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universal truths

Posted on July 3, 2018 by jaybeasley2
under a bright blue moon
near the tree with such meaning to me
in the days when nothing is certain
vital relaxation has arrived
empathy and mind connection collide
reuniting with a few memories
staying awake way too late
alertness has been heightened
little bits of past lives coming back
taking with me the flashes of
really long nights and tons of red flags
use the time
to take a mental snapshot
have a framed picture in my brain
so i do not lose my drive
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confused authority

Posted on July 1, 2018 by jaybeasley2
captured on the edge of nowhere
organizing thoughts before opening eyes
needing some silence before
fuelling the engine up
using this moment to race out from the
starting line
endure this rage while going forth
downtown is the racetrack today
again it is this hour that counts
underneath the shirt i am feverish hot
tipping the scales in favor of that underdog
had enough energy to keep accelerating
only we have enough energy to work and still doubt
request a less complicated minute
insert yourself to a better atmosphere
trace back your steps
you can always start over
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extremely pleasant

Posted on June 28, 2018 by jaybeasley2
enter the night instead of let it arrive
xylophone playing like a music box haunting
terrorized by loss and seeking revenge
raiding the and to see where to be
eventually put underneath the soil again
mighty long time since anyone cared
exit the door to the heart and lock it behind you
like making a painting just to paint over ir or
yelling at yourself alone in a car
playing bad cop when you are good cop also
letting your hair down
ending each day by not taking advantage of anything
attempt to do things worth
someone bothering to care about
answering al your questions with even more questions
now dont think too much
thinking is what started problems in the first place
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terror systematically

Posted on June 27, 2018 by jaybeasley2
there are ways we hide
every day deep inside
running from the recent past
roaring through the times that last
only tempted to find the best way
ready to wrap my brain around another day
somewhere waits for me
your arms and a welcoming kiss
so concentrate on that finish line twist
there is still the second half of the week
enduring what i have to for the goal i seek
may be even trying a style i dont often see
after all i am not much into monotony
tedium leads to dreariness i feel
incredible life that seems almost unreal
calling out from under
a tree that provides its own thunder
like a poem dedicated to you
let each day go through what it goes to
you are the only best version of you
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