faith decimated

Posted on September 4, 2018 by jaybeasley2
forever is just
an idea that doesn’t really exist
inspiration can be a person or a dream
that will not leave
hate is just an ignorant energy that becomes a
demon trying to ruin the ideal of compassion
energies from a kind soul will always win
compassion is a weapon used against the
intimidating elite because even if they don’t see
maybe when the public rises up the change still happens
all around the world the wave is gathering steam
there will be a reckoning to behold
exist to do what should and will be done and
don’t let anyone stop you not even yourself
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freedom attachment

Posted on September 1, 2018 by jaybeasley2
from now on i will be the black widow
roaming around home on the hunt
eating my fill of my pride and glory
ending each night by passing out hard
don’t stop my power until i have driven into the ground
only when i have zero energy do i stop using it
most of the time i cannot ust sit still
answering my questions before they get asked
thoughts in five different directions at once
tasting each breath like the yummiest dinner
and gulping each idea like the best breakfast coffee
complete the job and immediately look for another
happiness comes from not ever stopping
merging last year with next year yet
explicit in valuing of the moment with you
numb feelings gradually fading away and
taken apart every hesitation
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luminous sky

Posted on August 30, 2018 by jaybeasley2
like a predator sneaking out
under a sky of blue sapphire
my thoughts turn to you
in the cold of the evening
now that we are circling each other
often we end up here
untill the stars say otherwise
saving every wish for this rainy day
stalking the calm relaxing
keeping you in mind
your time is my greatest wish
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seen

Posted on August 27, 2018 by jaybeasley2
if it happens then you hurt
then it happens when you feel
it and happens when you desperate
and then things break down as the time come upon you then you cannot describe when you
come right on up and get out and survive
you are not a normal person if it occurs to you
it seems you are not a person
aware of what you are doing if you
take a step like this and are the desperate broken
and if you keep on making yourself unaware
as the tide is coming
after a harsh time and are mad glad and seeking it
beyond a wasted night of not that much fun
and getting on and betting on
made peace with times and are okay to admit
while seeing the shift and
mostly here as fast as you have to
but don’t be the last to
see where you been
after we saw a future together
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brought forth

Posted on August 25, 2018 by jaybeasley2
the break through has happened,
wake up, make a choice get into a groove,
do what you have to when a light comes
in and just make a group, a stand, a real good motion
to the direction in the new motivation,
then the solution to a specific situation,
the attention to a swift mention,
take back the power,
see the impression,
rise up and get to the culture and the future and the change,
then take off to a place you have never been,
never been a quick death to a story,
or the soldiers protecting the leaders pocketbook,
not the brigand’s bodyguards,
not the kangaroo court,
not the plants in the field,
amazing righteousness has no timeline
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assumption department

Posted on August 19, 2018 by jaybeasley2
and as the song goes on playing
somehow the day just fades away like
sickness that took its times showing its face
under the overcast sky
many people see this as the
perfect moment to bother
those whose job it
is to supply them with too many
options regarding too much food and drink
not anybody in that realm loves thier job but
don’t think that stops them from doing
everything they can to keep staying strong
playing along because they have to not
any reason there except needing the pay
really too many people suffer that weight
today just like yesterday and tomorrow
make a choice break that mold
end the cycle and get a new way
nobody sets your goals and you are that smart and good
take that chance to dream as big as you can
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social informant

Posted on August 18, 2018 by jaybeasley2
staying awake to see into my true
opinion of the days end
completing this removal of the tests i design
implying the vision of a bat in a cool cavern
amounts of devotion to making each evening great
like a present i prefer to give her
instead of a flower
now is the time
from this moment forward
only i can display my desires
ready to make the strength return
maybe i can even start the next book
and get inside the mind of the inspiration
nobody moves me like you do
take no moment for granted
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unconventional heart

Posted on August 11, 2018 by jaybeasley2
under the skin is another suit of armour waiting
not a single wound can effect anymore
coming so far from an average life
over years of not being loved or cared for
not that it was ever important to the
very people i most hoped to be close to
each time i think i am getting near what i want
near enough to feel it then it slowly slips away
torture is this burning fire deep in my heart
its worse when what i want stays just out of reach
offering myself up and being crushed on the rocks
needing no time at all to be reborn
across the air are fifteen words then
launch out the door and get free
have to keep in mind the value of
everything i have to do to protect my joys and motivation
after all,
right when i was at the end of my rope i learned
the true value of self preservation
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description storm

Posted on August 9, 2018 by jaybeasley2
during the night a chosen path arrives
exits like these are lightning but silent
so fast i move along without thinking and even
clouds cannot beat me to where i am headed
roasting in a fire
i had lit inside myself
persued this game before rules were invented
turned from art to destruction and back again
interrupt the calm to get some distance done
notes from a song i wrote when i was young
sharing thoughts like i have never been ridiculed
torn between all the life choices
organizing the time like a tornado path
ready to
make myself yours
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lighten everything

Posted on August 4, 2018 by jaybeasley2
letting loose for the evening
if i challenge myself then i
got to make sure i rise to the occasion
had enough time to think this through
though nothing can help if
every eve the same frustrations occur
normally things just have a way of working out
essentially the problems make minds constantly ready
vital to being healthy and happy is
ending the need to only see the bad side of life
rally around the hope of good fortune
you can wish for help or you can go get it
there are instances that can change your direction
having awareness enough to recognize them is
incredibly important
next time will be the quick turnaround
go to where i can get my mind right
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