Author Archives: jaybeasley2

for now the first to the plate gets the meal, crying and denying, every next dinner could be the last for a while, crying and denying, and getting up and getting out might stay the best opportunity of this day, … Continue reading →

terrified to even open my eyes today even though i am not scared of anything redeemed in the light of your love and made to see i am here to sacrifice when intimacy and intensity are tumbling down a hill … Continue reading →

my eyes have seen the morning blazing, enduring the brightness of a universe opening, mine are the hands arriving from around the corner, opening the door like a volcano fire arriving, red and yellow light searing through glass, yet the … Continue reading →

like drops filling a bucket, it can be tough to find yourself here, more and more each passing day, in this job you have to sound like you care but, then don’t have much empathy at all, include just enough … Continue reading →

commonplace as the arrangements are, one day I knew things would change, normal was not a word in my life, so I accepted that the times were changing, testing myself by setting goals so high and applying what I know … Continue reading →

confiding in the sky I look up, on the moon is a winking eye and newly minted stars shine beside older cousins, singing down the open air and breeze, under the direction of a symphony of trees and nestles in … Continue reading →

nobody is as  grateful as those who openly want to live and coming back to the feeling that an ending is coming up some time soon under the disguise of  a relief from the horrid existence we all suffer under … Continue reading →

vital as the tall glass of water is the need to be touched and get to stay permitted to actually feel something unless you do not want to show it or talk about it, after the clouds part, light can … Continue reading →

near the top of the tree over the rays of the sun and a few blooms which recently came out on the wings of the new burst of spring dedicated to the energy that lifts up young sprouts and tiny … Continue reading →

beneath he layers of last month’s returning confusion is an origion of those questions answered like a king masquarading as just another farmer entirely new experiences in every common task nothing can compare to inspiration that comes with laying on … Continue reading →